Utterly irresistible Gon x reader x Killua

Past and present treasures

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Hunter x Hunter

My grandfather was a knight, His name was Sir Loin!

I sat up in my bed remembering the horrible memories of my grandparents and their murder as well as the time when my parents had abandoned my sibling and I. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I wonder how my (brother/sister) was getting along without me. 'Do they think that I abandoned them?' I curled up into a ball and just let the tears fall. 'I've been strong for far too long. When was the last time I cried? It was when my grandparents were taken from us.' Silent sobs racked my body as I bury my face into the pillow not wanting to wake up the very light sleepers that were my housemates/owners, Killua and Gon. I laid in bed and let the numbness take over. When I was completely numb to the world I slipped into a dreamless sleep. I woke hours later to gentle shaking. I groan covering my eyes with my hand the block the light as my eyes adjusted slowly.

"(name)! You're finally awake!" I looked at Gon then at Killua. Gon continued to speak.

"Why are you still in bed? It hasn't been a month yet." He smiled his goofy smile, normally I would think it was cute and infectious but I couldn't care less as the world was still dull to my numbed senses. My lack of expression seemed to worry them. I couldn't handle the looks on their faces, it was the same way my grandparents looked at me when I was sick. I rolled on my side facing away from them and ignored their fussing. It hurt to remember what I had lost. It all happened when I got sick. They left to got get medicine but they never came back.

"Let's go Gon, it's probably best if we leave her alone for a bit." I felt the indent on the bed lift and the thought of them never coming back jumped into my mind and my body acted on it's own. My hands gripped the backs of their shirts. I felt them stiffen. I couldn't look at them so I looked at the floor. Tears started to fall on the ground and I spoke in a shaky voice.

"Please.....don't go." 'I can't believe that I'm breaking down in front of them! Why did I think that they wouldn't come back? What's wrong with me?' They sat next to me, comforting me and never asking questions. I eventually calmed down and fell into a peaceful sleep.

And that is how I decided that these boys were precious to me.