Hyewon's POV:
Sometimes, it's hard not to look back at the past.
It's even more so when you just wanted to forget everything that you regret having done.
All you wanted was a fresh start, to run away from it all.
That was the only thing I wanted to do, back when I decided to leave you.
Believe me, it was a hard decision that I made, for my feelings towards you still linger within me.
However, this is something that I decided for myself.
I realized that I did something that you'll never be able to forgive me for, and it pains me to this day.
Just when you needed me more than ever, I suddenly left your side.
My reasons for doing that would be hard for you to understand, but I did it knowing that I will never have a place in your life anymore.
No, after what I did, there shouldn't be hope for that happening, no matter the circumstances.
I deserve to be alone, with no one to care for me, because that is what I did to you.
Ever since that day, I moved to a different place, ready to start a new chapter of my life.
A life without you, the person whom I thought I would have at my side forever.
But even so, I promised myself that this is the path I chose, and I should never regret it.
I continued my studies here in Seoul, committing everything I can for my own future.
At first, everything was going well, and I'm thought that maybe I made the right decision.
I never felt so free before, with the only thing on my mind was that I would have a great life here.
For a time, I managed to convince myself that this is what I wanted all along.
"Forget the past, and give yourself a chance to be happy on your own", was what I always say to myself.
Come to think of it, it wasn't entirely wrong, for everyone has a right to pursue what they want for their life.
Over time, I met all sorts of people here in the city.
Some of them even became my friends, and I had come to treat them as such.
They respected me for who I am, and I found a sense of belongingness when I'm with them.
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Sentimentality (Sakura x Male Reader x Hyewon)
RomanceKim Y/N is about to begin his days as a college student. Separated from his parents who constantly worry about him, he promised to start a new path towards his own future. But when two women suddenly entered his peaceful life, things began to change...
