JOUSKA
noun | JOW-ska
hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head
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just some of my random struggles and thoughts from a dummy queer
mentally ill child who gets angry a lot
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i just realised that like my mom has probably realised im genderqueer like
she already knows im ace panroman right so she knows i know about all that lqbtq+ whatnots right
and she's cool with it of course she literally hung up my pride flag lmao
but anyway back on track like she's probably caught on like
i've told her i think gender shoukd be abolished
she knows aboit my plans about wanting an undercut and has literally given me tips on how we can prepare my haie for it (it's too short at the moment lmao)
ive literally told her abour how i told a guy in my year i was a cactus when he asked if i was a girl or boyb and said 'yes, thats a good answer'
she heard me having a conversation with my little sister about getting my undercut and basically this was the conversation right
sister :: do you want an undercut because you want to be a boy? me :: no i want an undercut to confuse people on if i am a girl or a boy sister :: then how am i supposed to know?????? me :: you've known me your whole life wys 👁👄👁
while my mom was standing at the door doing her weird ass :] smile that she does when she's in a really good mood or wtv like
i fucking KNOW she has connected the dots on why i have a more brother/brother relationship with my brother rather then a sister/brother relationship
ive realised that although my mom can be stupid and dense and extremely uneducated om the struggles of queers she is still very good at recognisinv them in her children
