WARNING SPG
na naman~
A couple of months passed. I'm on my dry season now, and I get the suddenly feeling of being wanted to fuck. Zed, my boss, Is completely Impossible. I know he wanted to kiss me but I never knew that he get a hold of himself.
He gave me flowers everyday. Napuno na ang vase namin araw araw basta may lalagyan dun nalang ilalagay. He gave me sweet quotes every morning when I got there. He was so sweet to me. I still have so many questions, I'm scared in the fact na malalaman niya na pinagdududahan ko ang kaniyang pag ibig. It's just seem to be impossible to me to believe everything. Like A man being inlove in just a couple of weeks ago. I'm just scared.
If were not meant to be, please don't cross our way together.
Every time na mahahalata na niya akong naguguluhan he always hold my hand. I just couldn't not think straight but to smile secretly.
"Holy Ate! bat hindi ka parin naniwala?" Mataray na sabi ni Zem. Kelan paba ako tinawag nitong Ate?
"Okay now tell me and make me Understand, how can a guy fell inlove with a girl he just met few weeks ago?"
"It's because It's love, you can't understand the feeling of it. A man can't effort something like that, if it just some Lust and likes you're talking about!" Sabat ni Zem
"I don't know! basta part of me ang hindi naniwala."
"What?! Stop being an Ampalaya or should I say a better melon ate! It doesn't mean na nasaktan ka e, hindi kana pweding magmahal!" Iritadong sabi ni Zes.
"E sa natatakot-"
"Aba Bobo bat mo sinagot!" malakas na sigaw ni Zem.
Natahimik kami. Sinagot ko lang naman ito dahil bibigyan ko siya ng pag asa pero paano ko ba siya bibigyan ng pag asa kung palagi kong iniisip na natatakot ako. Pano koba buksan ang puso ko kung palagi akong nag iisip na negatibo?
Parang isang napakalaking sampal iyon sa mukha ko ang sinabe ni Zem. Ngayon kolang narealize ang sinabe niya.
"Ate tingin moba magpa kahirap iyon para sayo'? Bat naman siya mag aksaya ng panahon sa isang katulad mo ate? bat naman siya mag effort ng oras kung gayon sobrang busy niya araw araw lalo pat CEO siya? Bakit? pwede naman siyang maka hanap ng iba ah? Alam mo? kasi Mahal ka talaga niya!" Malamig at napaka makapangyarihan ang sinabe ni Zem.
"Zem!" saway ni Zes.
"Why? It's true." Napa irap si Zem syaka nag walk out pero bago iyon.. "Ate You're so lucky to have a man like that, think of our situation right now." syaka tuluyan nangang nag walk out.
"Sorry Zeyah, sasabihan ko nalang siya." ani Zes syaka pumunta sa kwarto ni Zem.
Naiwan ako sa salang mag isa. Nakapag isip ako ng maayos. I just Realize that, I was so Selfish if that's the thing. Zem had a Crush on Justin for 10 years. She tried Everything but Justin just didn't notice every hard work and everything that Zem do. Just like Zed, he did everything and give me the time that I don't deserve.
Bumalik si Zes at umupo ng sofa sa harap ko.
"Ate.." tawag niya sakin.
Nilingon ko siya.
"Zemrah's right, but if you'll just open your heart to him It's easy for you to understand what you feel. We're not blind ate, we saw every expression and on how you change just because of...him." Umiiling na sabi ni Zes.
Natahimik kami.
"We should go to sleep Ate, hoping you'll realize everything."
The Conversation went off.
STAI LEGGENDO
My Seductive Side - Xavier Possessive #1 (Completed)
Storie d'amoreXavier Series #1 [R-18] OPEN MINDED READERS - "I HATE YOU!" I was so devastated. Anger and pitiness was filling my whole system. I loved him for who he is. I support him and even gave everything to him. But the support was not even enough to make hi...
