five

336 37 1
                                    

Heavy eyes, begging me to lull them to sleep

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

Heavy eyes, begging me to lull them to sleep. I can't. They won't stay closed, fluttering around against the under eyelids. I know I had trouble sleeping; I know I was an insomniac. 

But never once had I expected it to be the death of me. 

I turned my head. 

I couldn't look at the clock.

A painful reminder of how worthless I am. 

Can't even fall asleep. . .

Sleep, just sleep. 

Sleep, Jongseong. 

Fucking sleep. 

Close your eyes. 

I'm so tired.

Sleep.

Please. 

Eyes travelling from the wall to your head, I looked down at you. Lips turn upwards into a small smile, pulling you closer to me. 

At least one of us gets a good night's rest, while the other is cursed, running on false determination and blinding love.

That was what the disease was doing. 

I beg of you Hypnos. 

Please. 

I beg of you. 

I'm not sure how much longer I can take. 

Let me sleep, please. 

Be it eternally or not. 

I don't care―

No, I do care. 

Perhaps it is selfish of me to ask but. . . will you join me?

Sleep eternally beside me?

I am selfish, after all. 

I try not to, but it seems impossible. 

And yet you love me. 

Sometimes I find myself wondering how you fell in love with me. 

How an angel fell in love with someone condemned to the Underworld.

I wasn't sure how it came to this. 

Never once had I done anything to anger the gods. 

So why was I cursed with the disease they damned upon me?

Always fatal. 

The disease had a one-hundred per cent mortality rate. 

And yet the scariest part was leaving you. 

Love, what were you doing to me?

Love, what were you doing to me?

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.


𝗵𝗼𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘀. . . park jongseong ✔Where stories live. Discover now