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I still don't know what to think of the whole Katie situation but I'm trying to look past it

I know I told Harry that night that I didn't mind that he saw her but 1) I was drunk and 2) I didn't want to look like a controlling girlfriend, even though I'm not quite his girlfriend

I've had time to sleep on it and think about it, sober

We have been talking and quizzing each other about one another to get to know each other more

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We have been talking and quizzing each other about one another to get to know each other more

We have both surprised each other at times when we have told each other things

I'm happier already because I feel like I know him a lot better

We spend hours talking before I have to go to a meeting with my manager at her office

We say our goodbyes on FaceTime to one another before I head off

Of course outside the apartment block there is a bunch of paparazzi just waiting for me

Fun!

I try to make my way past them all with my head down

I sink into the back of the SUV that arrived to take me to see my manager

I let out a sigh of relief as I fasten my seatbelt crashing my head against the back of the seat

The drive isn't too long as I spend most of my time looking out of the window at everyone going about their day in London

I love London man

I'm originally from Manchester but I've lived in London for years and I've felt so at home here

as the car eventually pulls up to the offices building with of course yet again paparazzi waiting outside, I head inside

As soon as I near my managers office I notice her facial expression through the glass door and I instantly sigh as I know this can't be good

"Take a seat" she says waving over at a chair the other side of her desk

My manager is called Elaine and she has done amazing for me.

She has been with me since I was 12 and it's amazing how far I've come and I can only thank her, she believed in me and my potential since I was young

I'll forever be grateful to her for all she has done

And as a 12 year old I always loved the thought of if I was to ever be signed and represented and get a manager and agent etc then I wanted it all women.

Even at the mere age of 12 I never underestimated the power that women hold

It makes me even more happy that we've come so far

I say we as both Elaine and I are in this together

The fashion and modelling industry can be quite a toxic environment for women as there is constant sexualisation from some ignorant arse holes

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