apartment block (w2s wroetoshaw)

28

[ N Y L A H ]

It's almost like the weather has purposely fit the atmosphere

It was only this morning I found out about Harry

I've been curled up in my flat ever since

It's now nighttime and out my window I can see the sparkling lights of London as the rain pours down the window

I sit on my window seat with a cup of coffee as I just watch the world outside trying to rid my mind of any thoughts of Harry

{ FYI I had to photoshop this gif myself but it's just so u get the picture 🤣, anyways carry on }

But it doesn't seem to work

All I can think about is Harry

I am genuinely in love with him and it physically actually hurts me with what's happened

I've never felt this before

I've felt sad over relationships before but this time, it actually physically hurts me and in my chest

I didn't know heartbreak could be so physical

I start to feel tears falling down my cheeks, mirroring the raindrops on my windows

I've had dozens of text messages off everyone asking if I'm okay but I'm not responding

I still haven't heard anything from Harry though

I just feel so stupid

Especially after I told him about my time growing up

I've never told anyone that before and after telling him that for him to go and do this?

he must've thought differently of me after that or something

I just don't know

I decide to try and cheer myself up by looking at the pictures of the apartment I have been accepted for in New York

It's so beautiful, it reminds me a lot of my one here in London

I smile down at the phone before I notice my tears begin to soak my screen

One month later

[ H A R R Y ]

"Come on boggo" freezy says as he elbows me gently

"Not in the mood" I reply huffing in my seat as I just tap the side of my beer can

"You haven't been in the mood since the whole thing with Nylah" he says as he sits down beside me

I don't reply I just sip my drink

"Come on mate it's Vik's birthday, show some effort for him at least" he says trying to persuade me