𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 , 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝖻𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗍

~𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪-𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕣~

I rested my head on wills shoulder and looked out into the passing city. Indie and clay were both asleep, so was everyone else but me. I sighed and went back onto my phone. I scrolled through all the photos that we had taken together and there were still so much more to go through. We had started our day in the city at around 2:30pm and it was now 8:45pm
-20 minutes later-
I saw the train stop at the station before ours
Mads: everybody! Wake up, we are nearly home
Everyone slowly woke up and we made our way towards the train doors. Thank god that my house was literally 5 minutes away from the station, so it didn't take too long. When we got home, tommy and Toby sat on the couch and started talking
Mads: you guys not tired?
Tommy: no!
Toby: not really
Mads: you can watch tv if you want
Tommy: POG!
I turned on the tv and showed them how to use it before going back into my room and getting changed. Will was already out, so I just let him sleep. I really wasn't tired, for some reason, jaden kept coming back to my mind. Why now? I don't need him anymore, I have Will. I couldn't sleep at all, so I took a seat on my gaming chair and turned on my pc. I joined the bedwars server and started playing, being as quiet as I could. Soon the clock ticked from 10pm to 12am. Still no wave of sleepiness. I couldn't even sleep if I wanted to. Jaden would keep coming back in my mind. No. Jaden, you need to go. You're gone and there's no way you can come back. I have Will and I am moving on. Goodbye jaden. The weight on my shoulders was lifted, I felt a sense of calm wash over my entire body. I did it, I finally let go, I'm proud of you Mads. I turned around to check on Will, he was still asleep. I got out of my seat and out of my room. I got to the living room and saw both the kids asleep on the couch. I smiled to myself, got two blankets, putting one over Tommy's body and one over tubbos. I turned off the tv and lights but kept the lamp on, just incase either of them wake up and start freaking out. Biscuit and willeh were asleep in their beds, everyone was asleep. I could finally go to my favourite spot in the house. This was the spot I always went to if I just needed a getaway from the reality of the world, if I ever couldn't sleep, this is where I would go. No one knew about this spot because I've never told anyone about it, it was my special place. Our house was close to a beach so from the rooftop, I could see the entire beach, I could see the sunrise. But it was too early for the sunrise. I climbed onto the roof and laid down on the flat part of the roof, big enough to fit two people. The stars were always visible from this point and it was always so nice to look at them. I put on my chill playlist and stargazed
-6 hours later-
When I finally checked the time on my phone, I realised I had been up here for 6 hours. How am I still not tired? Mads you need sleep. It's been 8 hours, you should've been asleep by now. Oh well, might as well enjoy the sunrise, it's due to happen soon. I got up and sat with my legs tucked into my chest. I saw the sun peaking over the buildings, sunrise time. But before I could see it, I heard my name. Who was up this early? I heard my name get a bit louder and when I peaked over the edge, I saw Will. I must've left the sliding door open
Will: baby?
Mads: up here
He looked up and soon found his way up towards me. When he had gotten up, he carefully walked over to me and took a seat by my side
Mads: morning
Will: morning love, what are you doing up here?
Mads: watching the sunrise
Will: but you've been up here for a while I presume
Mads: couldn't sleep
Will: I'm sorry
Mads: it's okay, we aren't doing anything today anyways, it's supposed to start raining in like an hour or two
Will: perfect weather for cuddling
Mads: *laugh* yeah
Will stretched and then wrapped his arm around my shoulders
Mads: smooth
Will: i try
He let out a small laugh before kissing my forehead. I let my head fall onto his chest and watched the sunrise. My music was still playing in the background and Will was tapping his fingers to the beat of "Sofia" by Clairo. We both started humming to the song and I felt my eyes slowly closing. I shook myself awake and rubbed my eyes
Will: you can go to sleep
Mads: but you just got here, I can stay awake
Will: no no, sleepy time
Mads: noo, I wanna spend time with you
Will: we can spend time together downstairs in your room
Mads: okay
I grabbed my phone and the two of us carefully made our way down to the balcony. We opened the sliding door and quietly went back into the house. Before I went back into my room, I checked on tommy and Tubbo to make sure they were okay. Tubbo was shivering a little, so I got another blanket and laid it over him, to which he stopped shivering. I made my way into my room and into my bed. Will got in soon after and I hugged him, hiding my face into his chest. He chuckled a little before placing multiple kisses on my forehead and then started running his fingers through my hair. This is what I needed to fall asleep. I needed will. He made me feel safe whenever I was around him. He was the man of my dreams...

The love of my life