In Sync(Bangchan Ff)

Sniffling

"I cant believe you guys didnt tell me anything. Chan didnt even tell me." You say as you and Felix walk into the JYP building.

The boys were on break from practicing according to Felix, and you were planning on hanging out with them for the rest of the day.

"Sorry, we were really stressed and frankly..." he looked around to make sure others werent listening. "Y/n, I thought I was lost. We are all a mess, but I think Chan is hurting the worst."

Rounding a corner, you glance up at Felix, his eyes to the floor. He looked defeated almost, it broke your heart.

"He was the leader and he feels it was his fault we were eliminated. He's putting too much onto his shoulders. We all tried to talk to him but he wont listen. He's been up all night, everynight. A lot of us stay up late but not as late as Chan does."

You can tell Felix feels terrible for the incidents in the past two weeks and you are also starting to feel terrible. As soon as he told you about it, you knew they would be a mess.

"I'm sorry you guys have to go through this. I thought debuting was going to be easy. I never thought..." Your voice fades and you find yourself looking down at the ground aswell.

Felix chuckles sadly. "Its a lot harder than it seems. I'm afraid....I'm scared we wont make it through."

"Don't say that. You'll get through this."

Felix nods and you both stop infront of the training room where 5 of the boys are gathered. Lee Know, Hyunjin and Chan appear to be missing.

"Wheres everyone else?" You ask, wanting to talk to Chan and check up on Lee Know.

"I know Hyunjin was on the phone with Hannah when I left, but I'm not sure where Chan and Lee Know are."

You nod turning to Felix. "I'm gonna go find them. I'm really sorry about everything. I'll be right back." You say, hugging Felix tightly. He hugs you back before you turn and wander off down the hallway where Chan's workspace is.

You peak into doorways as you pass them looking for either Lee Know or Chan but dont find them in any of the rooms.

You bite your nails as you walk down the hall, worrying about Chan. Felix made it sound like Chan was a mess, but knowing Chan, he would try to hide it.

You come across his room and hear talking and sniffles. You decide not to open the door, not wanting to disturb whatever was happening inside.

You lean against the wall just to slide down to sit on the floor. You pull your knees up to your chest and wait for someone to come out of the room.