"Emily" I moan loudly as I come for the fourth time tonight. Emily has made me come four times and I haven't even made her come once. I can feel my sub drop start to cloud in, but I try to push it off. Wanting to make Emily feel good before she has to take care of me.
I flip us over so Emily is on the bottom and I'm on top of her. Kissing her lips, then her neck. Eventually making my way down to the waistband of her knickers. Tears start to prick into my eyes as I make eye contact with Emily. I try to push them back as I pull down her knickers, and wrap my mouth around her clit. Emily moans and I let out a whimper, but not from pleasure. From pain. Obviously not physically pain, but the inside of my head hurts so much. I just want to crawl into a corner and cry for hours.
Sadly Emily doesn't notice at first, because her eyes are now shut from pleasure, so I try to keep going. Continuously letting out whimpers that are followed by moans from Emily. Quickly my whimpers turn into full on sobs, and tears are streaming down my face.
"Ah" Emily moans "b-baby what is that" Emily says,referring to my tears on her. She looks at me for the first tike since I started. She immediately pulls me off of her and into her arms.
"Oh god Baby what's going on" Emily asks, Emily looks so worried
"I-I"
I push my head into bed chest and she holds my head lovingly. Resting her chin on my head.
"Wait" Emily says and I know she realized what happened.
Emily hooks her finger under my chin to make sure I'm looking in her eyes.
"Y/n why didn't you tell me you reached your limit" Emily asks concerned
"I w-wanted to pl-please y-you" I say as my voice shakes. I can barely understand my voice.
"You did please me love, pleasing you gives me pleasure" Emily tries to reassure me
"N-no I wanted to really please you"
"B-" Emily tries to reassure me again but my emotions are all over the place
"I-I'm so sorry E-Emmy I just I cant anymore today. It was too much" I cry as I throw my head back into her chest.
My shoulders are shaking from crying so much. Actually my entire body is shaking.
"Hey hey you're okay it's okay"
"It's n-not fair t-to you"
"Come here my beautiful girl" Emily says as she pulls me closer
I cuddle in as close as I can be to her
"I don't d-deserve you Emmy"
"It's me who doesn't deserve you my sweet girl"
I continue sobbing
"You did so good tonight I am so incredibly proud of you. You pleased me so much" Emily praises
The rest of the night was full of my sons and Emily's praises. After a while I fell asleep from exhaustion but Emily stayed up all night making sure I was okay.
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Criminal Minds One Shots
FanfictionThis is just a bunch of Criminal Minds one shots. I will do requests