Hush

a new person...

Kayleigh.

 Who is this person this delinquent calls me . I am Emily.

 Or Am I Emily?

 Maybe just a new person?

As I wash my body in the tarnished shower, the perishing water hits my bruised body in a fast pace and tears begin to form. Harder and harder I scrubbed trying to wash away every touch, every pull, every slap, I received from this stranger. 

"Enough turn it off and get out !" The man yelled coming in invading the privacy I no longer had .

I listened.

"Do you think you're pretty, do you think they will come looking for you, you're a nobody Kayleigh , a nothing, you should  thank me, I am going to make you something big" he said hysterically . 

With him still in my presence, I  proceeded to put on my clothes, well his clothes that he provided for me . Embarrassed.

The door was open, wide open. Silly me decided to take a run for it, half dressed. Only to come and find out there was no way out, but the sight I saw was devastating.

Babies. Teens. Women. Ranging from all ages. I could not believe what I was seeing. I'll never escape this.

Drug. Drug horribly back to the bathroom hitting head on 10 steps repeatedly. Screaming out for him to stop. It eventually came to a stop. 

I stood up only to fall back down from the impact of my head getting hit back to back. 

"You've been a bad , bad girl Kayleigh " he said to me.

He ordered me to put on the wig he gave me.

I refused. 

When he got tired of me refusing he asked me to take off my clothes. I refused again.

  How peaky could he be towards a child. He started laughing and left out of the room locking the door behind him. Of course I knew it wasn't over, I knew he would be back. I knew I had messed up.  Torture was coming, punishment was around the way.

I sat there, waiting. Not really sure what I was waiting on me, but I was waiting.'

Hearing the door unlock I became petrified. 

As he opened the dingy white entryway, I saw a long black leather belt with the name "Kayleigh" going across it. 

"Just for you, I wrote your name because I know w are going to need this a lot, so now again, put on your wig , and take off your clothes " he said to me.

Again. I . Refused.

I sat on the floor as his tall overweight figure stood over me. He pushed me on my stomach and whipped me across my aching back 12 times. a extra one because I moved.

Asking him to just "kill me now, take me now, I'm just a child, why?" 

With his foot on my head he replied , "In due time Kayleigh, In due time".

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