unexpected love

Michael

I am far from tipsy and done had my fifth girl in bed. As they screamed my name in pleasure i screamed theirs. Over and over again. I was actually surprised that my dick didnt fall off, how many girls i done fucked tonight. 

right now im driving way over the speed limit and im still drinking. I plan on cussing out my dad saying'',

fuck you. your ruining my life'',

i smiled at the thought of it. then got mad at him all over again. See what you do to me dad? The anger was boiling in my body by the time i pulled up to the crib only to see lylas car. dad told my he'd be here today. hmmm. well lucky him. he doesnt have to faced my awful raft today.

but some one will.

''Where the fuck is he'', my masculine voice went booming through the house.

Lyla had a startled look on her face as she stuttered to get the words out.

'',Matter of fact. Bitch why the fuck are you here'', i screamed.

'', i just wanted to make sure the house was okay your dad''- the poor girl couldnt get anything else out because i had my hands around her throat and my fingers pointing in her face. i could literally feel the fear radiating off her skin and it consumed into me and turned into lust as my eyes roamed her body. 

'',if i can take care of myself i can take care of my house fawwwk you mean''

'',please i cant breathe'', i realized i still had my hands around her. i continued to strangle the living shit out of her as i stared into her eyes. Deep brown ones just like my sisters. THATS THE VOID i need my sister she is my guide to a nice non-violent track. i released my hold on her and thats what made the dam break yeah i  cried.

all the anger grief lonliness left me. i knew sooner or later it would. im just glad i didnt kill no body but i was close. i slumped to the ground wrapping my arms around myself. Hoping the pain would go away. suddenly i felt small warm hands wrap around me and i cried even harder thats it. i need her.

'',i need you.....'', i said between sobs.

''its okay''