unexpected love

alysissa

I never felt this way about a man before. that's it damien is a man.

I never even been touched by a man.

I'm sitting in the bathroom with damiens number in one hand and my phone in the other.
why shouldn't I call him.
I got nothin to lose
I have nothin goin in life.

but just this one time will stop me from being a punk.

I dialed his number then got interupted by a knock on the door.

"Hon you still tryna call that man?"

Brenda asked.

"yeah" I formed a weak smile.

"what's the problem chile?".

I said nothing cause I don't know the answer.

"well he said he wanted to get in touch with you. He is a nice looking man. If I were you, ya know I wouldnt play hard to get."
is that what I'm playing? hard to get?
plus if I was I would be losing.

"okay I will"

Brenda still sat there although the conversation was over.

"oh you want some privacy? my bad with my meddlin self".

Before I could think up a reason to not call damien, I quickly pressed talk.

"uh is this damien".