sweet sorrow- o. miya x reader x k. akaashi

4

everyday that goes by
i fall deeper in love with
keiji. it pains me to know
that i have to move almost
7 hours away, give it take.

tomorrow i will be leaving.
i've been packing with his
help. every time i put even
the smallest thing in a box
it breaks my heart. knowing
i'll be moving out of this house,
but not with the love of my life.

placing the last thing in
my box. my room all empty,
the white walls making
the room look bigger.

i place my old, worn out,
book. not just any book,
the book akaashi and i
grew up with, romeo and
juliet. the one that made
akaashi realize he wanted
to do something with books.

i was the one who got him
into manga. reading under
the tree, me laying on his
lap as we enjoy the company.

taking one last look of my
room, before getting boxes
moving them to the living
room. with my backpack
on with left over clothes,
and necessities.

akaashi unlocking his house
door. i was going to stay over
the night. we walk into his light
grey room. cozy vibe as he lights
some candles. i go over and hug
him.

akaashi
you've been quiet all day,
has our personalities switched

he jokes. we giggle, but i
just laugh off the pain.

y/n
i love you so much i
don't want to leave you.

akaashi
well you have me until 10
am and it's only 8pm.

y/n
it's raining

akaashi
yes, y/n, i know that

y/n
let's go dance in the rain

i let out a small smile, as
i look back up at him. he
leaves his hand out for me
to grab it. bringing the speakers
and our phones. we walk out
to the cold empty street with
the only light source being
the street lights and the moon.

the sound of the raindrops
crashing onto the ground was
so calming.

akaashi chooses the music,
sweet creature by harry styles.

the music coming from the
speakers, loud enough for the
whole neighborhood to hear.

we start slow dancing, laughter
in the air. song switching from
sweet creature to bubble gum by
clairo. from clairo to i wanna be
yours.

akaashi
i think that's enough for now
we've been out for almost 20
minutes. you don't want to
get sick now do we?

y/n
will it make me stay here
with you forever?

akaashi
no, but i have a surprise for
you tomorrow. let's go inside
and take a shower.

———

after our shower, and drying
our hair. i sit down on his bed.
observing the room as if i was
going to die tomorrow. thankfully
that wasn't the case, but instead
moving.

keiji comes back upstairs from
the kitchen making tea for the
both of us. making my tea the
way i like it. green tea with sugar
and a splash of milk.

bringing the mug with a cute
dog drawing on it to my lips.
taking a sip of the warm drink.

akaashi turns to me and says

akaashi
thank you for loving me
when i couldn't even love
myself