sweet sorrow- o. miya x reader x k. akaashi

46

friday 9:50 am

i check my phone right away
from waking up. looking at my
newest post, neither akaashi
or osamu had liked it. akaashi
had deleted our pictures and took
my name out of his bio.

we were still following eachother,
but i think my tiktok followers
speculated the breakup. it was
flowing through my comments.

i tried to ignore them, i can't let
them get to me.

somewhere in the middle of my
session of zoning out i thought
about my fortune cookie.

"an unexpected love will
appear in front of you!"

yeah right maybe fortune cookies
are lies.

i hate liars. disgusting and so
stupid.

i get ready for the day, maybe
i could film a tiktok. make myself
look unfazed. wait that makes me
a liar.

i smile a bit looking at myself in the
mirror. i film a mirror selfie tiktok of
me just lip synching to cherry hill by
russ. yes y/n give everything but nothing
the the same time.

i caption it, "bittersweet."

post.

comments and likes flooding in,
the comments asking about akaashi
way too much. i roll my eyes as i turn
my phone off.

———

it was around midnight.

all day i've been watching netflix.
i taken my makeup off around an
hour or two ago so i could shower.

my hair was in a messy bun as
i go through my phone.

that was until a comment on
a tiktok caught my eye.

user29748382
look at the small note in her
phone case

i smile turning my phone around
to stare at it one last time. i liked
the comment. it's not like it's going
to go on tiktokroom. i'm not famous
enough.

———

y/n
over here

akira sets to me, my hand slapping
the ball. the floor making a thud
sound.

how satisfying.

i was at volleyball practice trying
to get my mind off everything.

coach
okay girls we have a practice
match tomorrow with a team from
tokyo

we all get ready to change.

i walk home to my dads house.
i hop right into bed before sleeping,

god how i just want to escape
reality.

———

3:46 am

y/n
fuck how the fuck did
i sleep for this long?

i shake the stress off before
going downstairs. i'll just make
some coffee.

making some iced coffee i sit down
on the counter. the house dark, bear
watched me make coffee. he was now
sitting near my feet.

i put my airpods in and decide
let's do something stupid.

i put the hood of my hoodie
over my head, sliding my slides
on. i lock the door behind me.

i walk to a near by convince store.
it was empty due to it being the dead
of night.

i walk around looking for something
to snack on. i pick up a pack of
chocolate almond pocky, seaweed,
and shrimp chips.

the bell rang as i was looking
at drinks. i hear footsteps coming
near me. they go and grab an
aloe water and then turn to me.

akaashi
hey y/n

y/n
hey akaashi.