Oh god I might literally cry a river. And if any of you think of the Chris brown song, "cry me a river" when I say that we are now friends. Anyways.
I was going through my drawers, trying to organize an get my mind of my quickly crumbling social life when I found the notes. The ones he wrote me.
He would even write in dorky cursive sometimes and draw little hearts somewhere. Every single one said "I love you,". I don't know if it's true anymore.
After all I have done and all the chances I have been given and thrown away, I don't know if he loves me anymore. I sure as hell don't love me right now.
I was in math today when a piece of paper fell out of my book. I slowly unfolded it and my heart dropped to my stomach. He had written it ages ago when we were in art together. "I love you!" In big letters with a huge heart. I choked back tears and quickly placed it back in my book. I couldn't bear to throw it away. I needed proof that at one point I had something. At one point someone loved me, and I threw it all away because I am an idiot.
I don't know what to do right now. I honesty have no clue what to do.
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Living with ADHD
RandomThis is a true story about me. Almost like a blog. I have lived my entire life with ADHD and I realized by sharing my story not only can I help myself, I can maybe help other in the same situation. I hope you read this with an open mind and remember...
