let go - sope

tres

TW // mention of overdose and insanity.

"Do you blame yourself?"

".. what?"

"Well, it's quite common in this situation for a patient to feel a kind of.. guilt."

"What situation?"

".. The accident, Mr. Jung."

No words came out from Hoseok for a split second.

"W-What accident?"

"The five casualties Min Yoongi had done. Do you blame yourself for them?"

Hoseok was speechless.

What the fuck was this guy saying?

"Do I blame myself?"

"Do you blame yourself?"

"No, I don't."

"And why is that?"

Hoseok opened his mouth to speak, nothing but a breath of defeat being heard. 

"You do blame yourself, don't you?"

"N-No! Mr. Choi, you have me all wrong, I-"

"Silence is definite, Mr. Jung."

"W-Why would I blame myself? Y-Yoongi's crazy a-and-"

"Yoongi's crazy?"

"Yeah.. he is."

"Don't you think.. you're crazy?"

Hoseok's mouth was agape.

"What the fuck, Mr. Choi?"

"Mr. Jung, I just want to help you out here-"

"Help me out? You're doing nothing! You're just making me annoyed."

"Settle down."

Hoseok didn't even realize he was stood up, and he sat down. He sulked into the couch of Mr. Choi's living room.

"I'm sorry."

"It's alright. Your session is over now."

Huh? It was over?

"Already? I thought we had another half an hour!" Hoseok exclaimed, putting his hands on his knees.

"We did, Hoseok. It had passed already. Don't you have to visit Yoongi today?" Mr. Choi pushed his glasses up to the brim of his nose, Hoseok swallowing dryly.

He forgot he had to visit Yoongi.

"Are you gonna continue or what, Hoseok?" Yoongi leaned against his chair.

Yoongi was like a whole different person now, and Hoseok somehow felt comfortable.

If only Yoongi was like this everyday, but without the need to use relaxer.

"R-Right.." Hoseok's skinny fingers flipped the page, the latter heaving a breath from his nose.

"Park Jimin?"

Yoongi smiled.

"What about him?"

"You.. killed him." Hoseok blinked, taking in a sharp breath.

"Well, I must have if he was in that paper." Yoongi joked.

Obviously, it wasn't a good one. Hoseok didn't laugh.