22. Is This What Death Feels Like

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ANASTISTIA POV

"well before we were born when Marie found she was pregnant with twins she and Xavier made deal with Spanish mafia that they would handover one of the twin to them for fucking drugs and when our dad found out about that he was mad so he did not tell Marie about him finding out and when Marie gave birth to us she was unconscious taking the chance dad took me out of hospital as Ana was weak and needed medication then dad made up the story that mom gave birth to a dead twin and taught of hiding me until I was 18 but when my little twin became head of Spanish mafia then there was no reason to hide so I am out"

"I am not little you are all just giant's" I huffed

"mommy why uncle copy you?" Alvin asked still in lucifer's arms

"I am your mom's twin Alvin" Austin said

"like me and twinny uncle?"

"yes" he replied with a laugh

"let's go to ice cweam" Alvin said

"ok let's go to our family restaurant I am sure there will be deserts that will catch Alvin's eye" said Giovanni

"ok let's go" we all said at once and began our journey

We all were quietly looking at menu to see what was best but then Eric shouted

"what the fuck are we doing?"

"going through menu dumb ass" Edward said

"curse one more word in front of my son and I will make sure you don't see me the same way again" I said

Or you can say shouted

But something is weird I feel like a pit in my stomach like something was about to happen

"okay calm down women" Eric says

"lets take a family picture" Lorenzo says

God his voice was so deep but I found out that he did not speak much he was like 'I don't speak unless it is important' type of person

"why all of a sudden?" uncle Shane asked

"idk but that sounds fun as we have 4 new people joining us today" said Armani

"I don't think I will be in the picture I am not your family" lucifer says

"I don't care I know you will be soon so come on no more discussion" papa said

"alright everyone get in position I will bring a waitress to take our photo" Matteo said going to get someone and we stood in our positions

Mama, papa, uncle Shane, aunt Venessa, uncle john, aunt Hellen, Alexzander and Vincenzo were all at the back line condensing as they were eldest of all. Then in the next line were Caleb, Edward, Alonso, Armani, Alessio, Eric, Noah and hunter as they were second eldest. In the next line were nick, Lorenzo, Nathen, Matteo and Giovani. Then comes me, lucifer, Robert in my arms and Alvin in lucifer's arms and Austin

Then the manager took our pic and commented "a very big family" and left giving each one of us a copy of the pic.

When I was about to sit I felt someone tap my shoulder I turned to see Lorenzo I was confused and asked what happened

He replied "I know you are feeling the same way I do. I feel it, some thing is about to happen" he said in a worried tone

"I feel the same way too" I hugged him

"why is he the only one getting hug?" I heard Nathen complain

"I don't know" I say sticking my tongue out at him

And all started to laugh then al of a sudden there was a loud sound of a bomb blasting I hurriedly took Alvin and Robert gave them to lucifer and pushed them out of building next I pushed all the elders out I could hear them shouting to come out first but I can't as I had to save others the building started to fall apart so I quickly pushed the triplets and two pair of twins out of window. After I was done saving all my family only one left were my twin and Lorenzo

"Austin, Enzo where are you?" I shouted

"Ana here Austin is hit by the pillar he is bleeding" I heard Enzo yell from the inside part of the restaurant I hurried over there hurting my leg and knees a bit but I do not feel it anyway, for first time I was thankful to Marie and Liam for injecting me that green thing

When I saw then I quickly put Austin on my back with Enzo's help and started to walk towards exit but all of a sudden my legs started to feel weak, I understood that only two of us can make it out alive so I decided I will make sure nothing will happen to my brothers as exit was about to close with the pillar falling down I threw Austin out on the floor uttered a sorry then tried to push Enzo but he stood still

"Enzo I love you but you have to go my legs wont make it till the exit" I yessed at him as more pillars started to fall

"dam it Ana I am carrying you" he said but I know he wont be able to do that with his broken leg

"leave Me alone get out" I screamed

"I am not leaving you alone"

"go to others they need you more than I do and I know you will help them be strong and never forget I love you I love you all" I said going close to him for making him think I was going to hug him then I said "I am sorry tell them I love everyone" before he had a chance to understand what happened I pushed him with a great force that he fell out of the building. Then the whole building collapsed a large stone falling on me was the last thing I remember before my thoughts consumed me

Is this what death feels like

I guess this is my end I am happy to die saving my family instead of some useless death

GOOD BYE WORLD

And with that I shut my mind off feeling totally numb as life was being drained out of me

And with that I shut my mind off feeling totally numb as life was being drained out of me

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