Danganronpa Oneshots

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Saiouma/Oumasai - He never loved you

AU: Non-Despair, High school
Pairing: Shuichi x Kokichi
Possible TW: Self deprecating thoughts, Self harm, Intrusive thoughts, Mention of blood (candy gore/pink blood)
Genre/s: Angst🥀 &  Fluff🌸

A/N: I'm writing so much recently bahshsjshsk idk where all this inspiration came from but I'm not complaining. This one is sorta bad but I was trying to go for something more angsty.

Shuichi PoV:

"You thought I cared? I never did. I never loved you either. So it's fine."

Did he mean it? Surely it was another lie right?

Did I say too much? Did I strike a nerve? Is that why he said that?

It didn't matter, it was too late. I just kept running. Running and running and running until it felt like my legs were on fire. I stopped at my dorm room and collapsed into my bed, full on sobbing. My whole body hurt but what hurt most was my heart.
I glanced over at my bedside table.

Do it

No..... I've been clean for so long, I've been staying clean for......for him......

He doesn't care anymore, he said he doesn't. He doesn't love you, he never has. He doesn't care about you at all. Who would? Nobody, that's who, nobody cares. You're pathetic, worthless, you have nothing to live for.

N-No..... it's just a lie... he was just lying.....

Keep telling yourself that, see where it leads you. He's gone, he was never there in the first place anyways.

.......maybe... you're right....

I always am, I have the perfect advice for you, I know what's best for you, I know what you want and what you need. Just listen to what I say and all the pain will go away.

I hesitantly reached inside the top drawer and grabbed it, I felt a twinge of guilt, I haven't done this in so long..... but.... I couldn't stop myself, it was too late. I walked into the bathroom.

I hesitantly slid it out from my pocket and extended it, I pressed the cold object against my delicate skin, taking sharp breaths as I continued to cry, looking down at my arm. I pushed it harder against my skin, burrowing it into a small slit it created. Slowly I drag it along my arm, pink spurts out of the rip in my skin. I bit down on my lip hard, hard enough to almost make it bleed, to try and keep in my screams of agony. Then I did it again, but quicker, I couldn't stop now, I kept rapidly dragging it along my skin, trying my best to suppress my screams of pain. It hurt like hell, and stung like acid but, at the same time it felt so good, so relieving.

Kokichi PoV

'Shit, I fucked up so bad. I was just so upset in the moment, he probably hates me... oh god, what have I done....!?'

I walked down the dormitory halls very slowly and limply, basically dragging my body along.

I'm horrible, horrible horrible horrible. I made him cry, I made my poor beloved Shumai upset. How could I? He deserves so much better than how I treated him, he didn't really even deserve to feel upset at all in my opinion, not in the slightest.