Luxury POV
2 months later
"Damn DayDay she in yo Shi" Jonney said as they watched Sasha and DayDay play the game "Nigga shut the fuck up I'm concentrating" he said trying to mess with Sasha controller "No watch out and...TAKE YO MOTHAFUCKIN L NIGGA" she yelled in his face because she won
"Damn Day how you let her win niggas Trash" Blu said causing everybody to laugh except me
We was all at Jooney house just chilling since we was on a break and everybody been over here and it's honestly been fun but lately I've been off.
"What's Wrong"Unique asked getting off the couch and sat at the island with me and I shook my head nothing was wrong but today I don't have the energy to be around everybody... yes it's one of those days
"I bet if Black was here Yo ass a feel better" she said causing me to smile a little me and Black been with each now and then cause he's been really busy and it could be that I'm just missing him "girl I'm not worried about him" I said getting up to go to get a water
I walked in the kitchen and reached for a water until I got a call I looked at my phone and my heart dropped
Mommy❤️....
Answer✅ Decline❌
And of course I answered
0:15
Me: hello
Mommy: Heyy baby how are you
Me: I'm good why you haven't been calling me I was worried about you are you okay
Mommy: yes I am I just been busy I'm so sorry my mind has been everywhere
Me: how long are you going to be gone mom it's been three months and we barley talk
Mommy: Give me a couple more days I'll be there I promise and then we can you whatever you want
Me: just come home early you have people who will work for you *starts to cry*
Mommy: Luxury dont fuckin start with this cry baby ass shit I told you I'll be home
Me:whatever okay
Phone call ended
I swear I feel like my mom is hiding stuff from me cause why the fuck is she gone that long like what the fuck
I grabbed the water and made sure my eyes wasn't red or anything and started walking upstairs "Bitch fuck you I hate you" I heard DayDay yell as they continued to play the game I swear they act like this game is they whole life
I laid down in my bed just letting my thoughts take over I just wanted my mom to be here with me but she seem to never care that she's missing out on majority of my life and I feel like she don't even care
I drunk my water and I just felt my tears slip way freely I haven't cried in a long time and it's not that I need to because I'm slowly not caring that my mom is in my life but I want to I just want to be alone and stay alone because I feel so alone rather I have people around me or not I still feel as if I'm not important all because of my mom
