Day 1: March 10th 2021

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Today, I feel...betrayed, annoyed, sad, depressed, dead inside, i just want to cry while listening to "mono. , blue&grey and who" but i don't want to make to much noise, keeping my feelings in as always...

2 of my friends started dating: Fridolph_BTS & Pixie_DustFairy

Fridolph_BTS was my first friend on Wp and Pixie_DustFairy is the person that helped the most mentally in my whole fucking life.

So now they think I act suspicious but I just care and don't want their relationship to go south...

I probably made them uncomfortable by asking how they communicate but Pixie_DustFairy is a great Unnie, she means so much to me and Fridolph_BTS was my first friend, the first that has ever been interested in talking to me!

I've been crying all day because I realized that if they're dating, they'll have even LESS time for me than they already have and I can't live without Pixie_DustFairy's comforting words and Fridolph_BTS' way of making me happy without knowing it ...


ps:

I had my Korean class at 3pm, it went great, my teacher is so nice!

also:

WTF HOW? THE VIEWS AND VOTES

i wish i could see Maitri unnie in real life so she could see how wet my cheeks are right now

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i wish i could see Maitri unnie in real life so she could see how wet my cheeks are right now... 😒😒😒😤😤😤😑😑😑

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