The Daily Diary of Ash

Day 15: May 3rd 2021

I'm angry...
I'm always sad for no fucking reason!
I feel lonely when I have tons of people around me, I feel trapped when really I'm just on my bed, I feel tired because I can't sleep and I'm mentally tired. I've had enough of everything. I have an amazing girlfriend, amazing friends, 7 men that saved me countless times without knowing me but I still feel like something is missing, I feel like no one in my biological family really understands me. They don't give a single fuck about me, people say I have an obsession with BTS but I don't. I have always considered BTS and ARMY as family because they understand and take care of me, more than my own family. I love my life but I also hate it. I don't even know who I am anymore.
I just want to feel safe. I just want someone there, just next to me to comfort me. I just need someone.....
.fuck life.

Update:
Sooooo 45min later my gay ass feels better, still sad but happier.
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