The Daily Diary of Ash

Day 18: May 19th 2021

Today I have my Korean class, that's prob the best part of the week...Wednesdays!
After the break up with Ji, I deleted all my books, I changed my whole theme, I TRIED going on a break but didn't, I got in a mini online fight, I deleted Wattpad and Discord off all my devices, I had no one, nothing...
No one there for me, nothing to comfort me, I had to act happy around my family, I had act happy around my friends and my anger issues really showed ig
After that I installed discord again and started talking with Becca, after Maitri left for another planet, Becca became the one to always comfort me.
I have different types of friends:

Perfection_needs_jin The one that always make me laugh

Fridolph_BTS My first real friend that I luv so muchhhh

-RzMxonJi The one that tells me to love maself

JAKAYLA2005 The one that's there for me but also funny and that luvs Melanie Martinez

bangtan_baby_ssi123 My stressed role play friend that I luv so much

OurBangtanWorldMy My sweet supporting friend

sky_212 My calm but funny and cute friend

afmin1525 The friend that playfully calls me an ant/fetus 😂 that makes me laugh too

jeon_golden_kookie My alien bish bestie that I luvvv

Kookie_ily My cute funny comforting friend

jikooks_euphoria07 My friend that I luv so much but still hasn't copy pasted my speech 😂

vkook_condomsupplier 🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜💜😊😊😊😊😊😂😂😂😂😂🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😘😘😘😘☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ that's all I have to say, I livvvv herrr

destruction_joon My funny supporting bootwaffle  friend ❤️🥺

hyungtae_kim07 My bootaflee understanding
Fwend

Suga_isfor_chimmy I have so many understanding sweet friends I-

Justinseagul My sweet cute innocent  sounding fwendddd ♥️

_Hoe_For_Taehyung_ Ma bootufel fwend I need to talk to 😂

tkctrl my cool mixed fwend 😊😎

And many others...

I wasn't on Wattpad during my hard times so I don't blame my friends for not knowing I didn't feel ok! I luv em all equally and they're all amaJIN people
I feel way better now and I luv u allllll!!! Purple u 💜