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tw- a small conversation about ED's, i'll
let you know when it starts and when it finishes :).

Amie's Pov-

"wow thanks," i say smiling and turning to him.
"so hawk, what's your real name?" i ask him

"hawk." he replies

"oh please, we both know that's not true. tell me about the real you and i'll tell you the real me." i tell him

"my real name is eli," he says and then takes a deep breathe, "i used to be a nerd like demetri amd we used to get bullied a lot, my scar above my lip used to be something that got used against me. i hated myself. i felt so weak and unconfident. when i joined cobra kai, sensei would call me out on it and i decided i had enough, i got a tattoo, did my hair, and decided to go by hawk. i immediately got my confidence boosted." he told me, "and that's me. that's the real me. now tell me about you."

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"well, uh my actual name is Amie i haven't changed it. but i also used to get bullied in school, i used to have an eating disorder and everyone would call me
out about it. it started in middle school, and it used to be really bad. only miguel knew at the beginning, but he didn't know enough and thought it was just a phase. i used to hate myself, i always looked at myself as fat even though i wasn't. i was scared of gaining weight because i wanted to be those pretty skinny girls. my mom noticed a year before we moved, and wanted to get me help but obviously i didn't want any." a tear rolls down my face

"so 6 months before the move, she forced me to get help. i missed a lot of school that year, in and out of the hospital. getting tests, seeing therapists, seeing a dietion. at first it wasn't working, recovery was hard but then it started getting back to normal. after a lot of months. i had to stay back home to finish my recovery, and mom and miguel didn't want me to get stressed and trigger my eating disorder, so they let me stay to finish and to just move in into a peaceful environment." i wipe my tears, "and thats me."

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"i'm sorry amie-"

"it's not your fault, " i say

" you're a strong person, i'm glad you're doing better now. " he tells me and i nod.

"hey do you want pizza?" i ask and he nods. i smile and order some for the two of us.

"so anyways hawk, can i touch your hair?" i ask
"i don't let anyone touch it, but yeah you can," he smiles

"yay thanks!" i say and touch it. it's not as sharp as i thought it was. it was actually kind of soft for the amount of gel it had.

the pizza gets here and i go and get it and bring it. i
put on a movie and watch it with him.

"can i spend the night?" hawk asks and i nod.
after we finish two movies, i get ready to sleep. i give hawk and extra toothbrush i had so that he could brush his teeth and then we go to bed.

"today was fun," i tell him and smile
"yeah, i'm glad i got to know lore about you too," he says smiling.

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Hawk's Pov!

We both fall asleep, and in the middle of the night i can feel amie cuddle with me. it was cute. she looked cute while she slept.

she was such a good listener, i was glad she helped me to calm down. miguel came in, "dude? are you alright?" he asked

"yeah i'm doing good. sorry for staying here," i tell him

"no you're good. is she okay?" he asks

"yeah why?" i ask him

"she never lets anyone sleep on her bed," he tells me wiggling his eyebrows

"she was really tired," i say

"oh well. goodnight then," he tells me and closes the door.

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Amie's Pov-

The next morning i get woken up by hawk's alarm.

"who tf has an alarm in summer?" i ask him mad
"sorry it's from school-" he says and turns it off.

i noticed we were cuddling so i got off him, "sorry." i say.

"it's fine," he tells me and i get up to start with my day because i couldn't fall asleep again.

"uhm you can borrow something from miguel?" i tell him

"yeah yeah, i'll go right now," he tells me and i nod and pick out some clothes and then to the bathroom.

i take a quick shower snd do my makeup in the bathroom as well. I wore some shorts and a cute crop top that i recently bought and put some slip on vans.

"goodmorning world!" i say as i walk out

"someone is happy to alive," miguel says laughing
i flip him off and my grandma yells at me

"HEY!" she says and shakes her head, "looks like we had visitors yesterday," she tells me and i then red.

"yeah her boyfriend," miguel says
"shut up, it's not like that" i tell him, "is he still here?"

"behind you," i hear hawk say
miguel bursts out laughing, "lolz!"

"oh hi," i say and turn around, "are you staying for breakfast?" i ask him

"if you don't mi-" he gets interrupted
"no we don't mind!" miguel says , hawk nods and goes with me to sit down.

"thanks abuela," i tell her
"thank you ms, diaz." hawk also tells her

"we have practice today," miguel tells hawk
"finally," hawk says

"right it felt like we haven't had practiced since forever," miguel says and then turns to me, "you should join!"

" no no no. i'm good," i tell him

"oh please- you'll have fun!" miguel says
"nope. wont do it. plus i'll cheer you on when you have competitions. can't do it if i'm in the group," i tell him and he rolls his eyes.

"fine. you suck." miguel tells me and i stick my tongue out at him

"what is it with the attitude today amie?" my grandma asks

"what attitude i-"

"she's trying to impress hawk over here," miguel says and smirks

"i am not-" i say and shake my head. "hawk dont listen to him-" i look at hawk and he just nods. god this is embarrassing.

i hate miguel.

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