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Midoriya Izuku angst💔

Y/n L/n

Not much here just didnt get much attention growing up and is always forgotten, is dating one person and that it Deku

🚫trigger warning! Suicidal thoughts and cutting/self harm🚫

It was my birthday today and i was at the store so i could by myself cake and presents

No one ever remembers for me so i just treat myself

I grabbed a cake and candle then went and grabbed a new sketchbook. I walked to the cashier and put up my smile before putting my stuff down causing him to look up

He rung it up and said "will that be all for you?" I nodded and gave him a $10 bill and walked away

I wasnt in the mood for humans right now, well i never really am but today is worse. I only liked to be around one person and that Izuku but i guess my birthday must have slipped his mind as well since no ones said anything all day

Its not anything new, my parents never remembered, my aunts and uncles no one ever cared enough to

So why did this hurt so bad?

I usually just ignore things like this but right now i just feel like my world is crushing me

My chest is clenching and my nose is getting snuffy my eyes started to burn a bit and my cheeks were wet

Whats going on? Ive never felt like this before

"Mommy whats wrong with him?" I looked over and saw a kid pointing at me holding onto his moms hand

The mom looked over and said "i dont know sweety" i just looked away and started walking over to a building

I used my quirk and flew to the top and sat there watching the sun set in the distance

Beautiful bright colors of pink orange and yellow soon faded into deep colors of blue purple and darker pink where the sun was still holding strong

I ended up losing my appetite and decided to fly back down. I saw a kid in rags for clothes

I reached into my pocket and grabbed a 100 dollar bill and gave it to the kid along with the cake and before he could say anything i walked away

I made it back to my dorm and wiped my tears the best i could and walked in

I saw everyone sitting on the couch watching tv a few looked at me mina and kirishima waved and the rest continued to watch the movie completely ignoring me

I wont lie i got my hopes up a bit, i kinda wished they would just be pretending to forget or something and be planning something but nothing came

I sighed and said "hey wheres izuku?" He may not remember but i want to cuddle at least

I got no reply but saw him sitting on the floor eating popcorn watching the movie

I didnt want to distract him so i let a small sigh out through my nose and turned to the elevator

On the way up i felt myself start to crumble again

Ive held my self up for years, my whole life

Dont i deserve to break?

No. Im just being selfish

Im just being an attention seeker

Im nothing more than that and i never will be

Im just an insignificant pest that has no place in the world

I heard a ding and exited the elevator i walked down the hall hearing my shoes leave taps behind me as i made my way to my dorm