broken wings

Chapter 5 david

after school I walked home knowing what was waiting for me, why do I need to be forced into prostitution, is it even considered that? well whatever live loves me clearly.

walking my steps to my front door always have been threatening to me, for some reason it scares me but then again I don't think you would be surprised with that.

before I even got to put my hand on the handle the door swung open and I felt myself being pulled inside book my upper arm. " now you listen stupid whore you will obey to him , okay? he seems like I could get money from him so don't even think about biting his dick like you did to the last person. " he whisper yelled making me realize the person is already here.

i nodded not trusting my voice, dad forced me near the basement floor while screaming to the man in the living room I suppose " David she's ready for you, if she is a trouble just call me and I will make her regret it "

the man rounded the corning nodding to my dad and then making eye contact with me while having a terrible smirk on his face. " hey baby, lets go down there, ill make u feel so good baby. " he pretty much moaned to me while putting his face in the crook of my neck and his hands on my waist.

he brought me down the stairs still while pretty much feeling up my body. he was terrifying i'm not going to lie, he had those dark green eyes that seemed to freak me out together with his black hair.

" can w-we pl-ease not-t " I asked while already having tears streaming down my face, he chuckled and placed his hand on my covered ' princess parts ' . I knew I wasn't able to stop him and that I couldn't work against him too much knowing what my father said to him.

" well thats the thing little toy i'm in charge and I want you around my dick. it would make you feel so good sweetheart, seeing my dick getting swallowed by ur sexy and wet pussy. " during this whole speech he was grinding onto me from behind, I wanted to scream but I knew nobody was gonna hear, I felt hopeless, defenseless , pathetic. thats what I was , I was a failure in every way possible, I'm sorry momma I wish I could make u proud.

I felt myself being pushed onto my mattress and had David move onto me spreading my knees open, I tried to resist causing him to punch me in the face and say a few words I couldn't even understand.

he undressed me and again I felt a part of me being ripped from me, my value is gone, it probably wasn't even there anymore. I wish I could be happy for once. only one time I wanne feel like a normal girl talking about how she was waiting on the right guy to lose her virginity to, but its gone, it has been gone for such a long time. I'm a whore, a slut, a- " ugh u little bitch u feel so tight for me, u love this don't you, you little whore. "

yeah its tight cause I don't want it, asshole.

I worked against him for the rest of the night I really did, the prove is probably the bruises on my face. I don't think father told him about the no face rule so no one could see.

I was laying there venerable for another man once again, I wasn't going to be able to ever recover if I were to leave this place once.

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i woke up feeling sore all over my body, after the man David left dad came to ' play ' with me for a while, some extra whip marks won't hurt right.

getting ready for school wasn't too hard except that it is hot outside and that I am wearing a collar sweater and long jeans, people wouldn't notice anyway they never pay attention to me. I tried to cover the bruises on my face with make up and as long as I kept my face down nobody would notice, my make up covers it but only partly.

walking to school wasn't to bad and having my first classes weren't either lunch came meaning they would probably call me again, and on cue I heard my name being called.

I turned around to see Cody, one of the gay dudes, " they are sitting over there do you still need to grab food? " he questioned me not making eye contact due to me staring at the ground. " no I have some from home. " I whispered, god damn it be confident for once. he nodded and headed of to the lunch line while I saw Emily wave me over so I went thinking that having a few friends maybe wouldn't be too risky.

" hey Zz , how are ya? " she asked " i'm alright, what about you? " I asked back " same for me " she smiled.

at lunch we all just talked more like me listening to their conversation. " can I talk to you? " I looked up to see who talked to who, to see Ryder looking at me while saying " in private please ?" he wouldn't do something would he, what if he would? I would probably piss him off more by saying no so I nodded. he stood up and so did I we both started walking while I heard Xavier say " they are about to fuck." and some laughs followed, but I wasn't worrying about that. I was scared he was going to hurt me for running off yesterday, I felt tears prickling my eyes. he stoped when we were around a corner somewhere I didn't even know where.

" what's going on with you , and don't tell me nothing, its obvious. you never make eye contact, you stutter and you always run off. " he asked me, I didn't look up he sounded stern but worried at the same time, I had no clue why he knew something was off, I wasn't that obvious right?

I kept quite kinda spacing " please ... I wanne help, you need help. the bruise you are trying to hide confirmed that. "

" thats nothing I walked into a door at home. " " and you expect me to believe that? I won't force you to open up but I want you to know that I am willing to help and that I am here for you. "

I looked into his eyes his eyes where the same as mine, tears stinging his just like mine. was this an act or did he really care for me? he stepped forward making me flinch but he ignored it and wrapped his arms around me. he's hugging me? why...

I didn't hug him back not being used to this, I felt and heard him sob onto me. he's crying and I have no clue why. I hugged him not wanting him to cry for whatever reason this was, I was pretty sure I was the caus and that he would maybe get mad at me for making him cry.

" please tell me when ur ready love , I can't lose someone like this again knowing I could have saved them. " he walked away. I felt cold kinda hoping to be into his arms again I forgot how good hugs could be. but what did he mean with that , who did he loose and why did he care?