Our Fate's Color [(MewGulf)]

➽ Chapter Eleven

Mew's POV

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When I heard Gulf's mother's story and learned about the red eyes effect, I was really surprised yet at the same time, a part of me was expecting this, at first I was unconsciously drawn to his eyes when I saw them yet slowly I realized how addicted I got to them, eventually I was fully aware that I was completely spellbound by his scarlet shiny eyes

However, I'm sure, my love for him isn't because if this effect, I immediately felt a connection with Gulf the first time I saw him, I fell in love with him at that moment while he was walking alone with his headphones, as we got close and saw other sides to him, I felt more attached to him, when I saw him smile the first time while picking up his sister I was so stunned and even a bit jealous of Mai since I wanted him to smile to me like that

When finally he opened up to me, I felt like a champion, he smiled to me and laughed and even agreed to go out to have fun and for trips too, every day, just hearing his voice was enough to make my day, he helped when I was worried about the skull incident, he always listened to me and kept his promises, he is different from everyone who approached me before, he is unique and so precious to me

Well, I never imagined that I would be confessing just like that, I was planning to keep it until our break but hearing him blabbering about never meeting again because of some effect just enraged me, as if he was pointing that my love feelings for him were fake... I won't give up, I will keep proving to him that I truly love him, even if he doesn't love me back I just want him to be assured that my feelings are real

Obviously, it was awkward between us for a few days and we barely talked, I still went to eat lunch with him or invited him out along with Zee for dinner since Zee kept being curious about him, I slowly started to get fed up with our current situation and was planning to go to his place and talk it over, at least I want us to be like we used to even though it hurts me to think that since I would love to be his lover instead of just good friends

While I was thinking on how to talk to Gulf, Aya arranged to club meeting, honestly, I'm surprised by how much luck I have, the blub president had organized a three days and two nights trip to a place near Surin, it will take around 6 hours drive, and since we are exploring a small abandoned village it will take us at least a day and half which work for me, now I can have a chance to take Gulf to a private place there and talk things out

"I thought that village was off limits" one member asked

"not exactly, there are some explorers and photographers who went there but we must fill in a request and send all documents before hand, I already planned to visit this place so since we started this club, I've sent a request and they approved it recently, we will be staying at a small hostel close by, I already reserved the rooms, either way make sure to bring everything we may need, snacks, tents, clothes and medicines"

"this is will really fun" another member said, I could tell that Gulf was not in the mood for this trip and wanted to refuse but it's a golden chance for me, I really just hope that Gulf would give me a chance.

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Gulf's POV

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I'm in no mood to go for an exploration trip right now, I'm still to figure out how to set things straight with Mew, I hate how things are between us right now, it's more depressing than I thought being unable to talk to him like always, without noticing I sometimes ends up looking to my sides searching for him, his absence left a huge empty hole in my life, I got so used to him walking next to me and talking that it's making me want to run to him myself