Seizing Dreams [B1]

Ch 87.1 - Part-Time Job

Zhou Sheng:【What did Satan say to you? Do you find me really annoying sometimes?】

Yu Hao:【How could that be? I love you so much I can barely stand it.】

Yu Hao turned around and looked into Zhou Sheng's eyes. Zhou Sheng kissed him gently, his expression slightly somber. Yu Hao thought that Satan's words might represent the other side of Zhou Sheng being forsaken. While he sometimes hated himself, he was also afraid of hurting Yu Hao. Yu Hao thought that Zhou Sheng had always felt very conflicted before his confession, but looking at it now, it seemed that Zhou Sheng had been very careful every day after they had confirmed their relationship.

He wanted to protect his love with Yu Hao and was always trying to guess his thoughts. In the past, Yu Hao seldom directly spoke his mind. After he got together with Zhou Sheng, Zhou Sheng would always ask, "Can't you be a bit more honest and face yourself head-on?" And thus under Zhou Sheng's influence, Yu Hao gradually became more frank about his feelings.

On the contrary, Zhou Sheng was the one who often ruminated in silence during the month following the confession. Sometimes, he couldn't tell if Yu Hao was angry or not and would always be a little anxious.

Yu Hao:【I think you've become a little dumb.】

Zhou Sheng:【How am I dumb? You're dumb.】

Yu Hao laughed:【Actually you can just treat me like how you used to in the past.】

Zhou Sheng stopped typing. Yu Hao immediately sensed that Zhou Sheng might have misunderstood him, so he quickly explained:【I didn't mean to return to how things were before we got together. I'm saying that even if you were like how you used to be, I would still be very happy. You're too good to me, I'm a little scared.】

Zhou Sheng:【What are you scared of?】

Yu Hao:【Scared that you would exhaust all your enthusiasm, and that you'll gradually stop liking me. You're so outstanding, being with you is just like winning the lottery.】

Yu Hao could feel that Zhou Sheng was laughing. He was about to clarify further when Zhou Sheng pressed his phone down, made Yu Hao turn around, and held him tightly in his arms.

"Let's get a room ba." Yu Hao whispered into Zhou Sheng's ear.

Zhou Sheng said in a soft voice, "Not yet, I'm worried that you'll feel uncomfortable because of the pain."

Yu Hao, "It'll hurt no matter when we get a room......would it somehow not hurt if we keep delaying it?"

Zhou Sheng laughed again and whispered, "I'm already prepared, are you that eager? Ah?"

Yu Hao was originally very embarrassed about "seeking to join bodies", but after today, he suddenly became frank. He once saw in a book that after a couple confirms their relationship and they enter a stable period, it would be easy for a kind of tug-of-war mentality to emerge. In order to compete for control of a relationship, they would seldom declare their admiration for their partner.

It was as if praising their partners too much would lead the other to become proud and complacent, and allow the other to hold the reins in the relationship. Jealousy could even arise in such an unhealthy relationship, and they could end up disparaging the other in order to feel better about themselves.

Yu Hao has always thought that Zhou Sheng was very handsome and outstanding — he was practically his male god. However, after enduring those days in conflict, he rarely expressed his admiration for Zhou Sheng. That wasn't good. Yu Hao decided that from now on, he would speak frankly and show how smitten he was with his boyfriend, to let his boyfriend know how much he loved him.