Sleepy bois inc oneshots cause I'm bored !DISCONTINUED!

idk what to call this, also hello and thank you everyone!

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hey all! thank you SO MUCH for over 11K READS

it is positively unreal, i thought i would never get any reads, and my friends keep calling me famous lol

im really sorry i havent been updating, i feel really bad about it, but ive been getting really distracted with other writing and i have a lot of schoolwork and also some things with friends that im really overthinking and my anxiety has been really bad and i had a panic attack and almost cut for the first time yesterday and just feel shit

but u guys dont want to hear me rant about my life, youre here for content, so ask and you shall receive!

this request is from @Emmiecloud (go check out their stuff very pog, and i was lucky enough to get some writing feedback from them as well, i really appreciate that!) so basically in their request its just sir boo dies and techno reacts to it, but since im obsessed with tubbo and our beloveds relationship i needed to add tubbo (all platonic!) also were gonna say that this is ranboobs last life

TWS: death, detailed description of death, depression, suicidal thought, guilt associated with loss, implied suicide

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Techno could still see it clearly in his mind.

One moment, he, Phil, Niki and Ranboo had been making small talk, using tridents to glide through the air, when the half-enderman fell into the water.

Armorless.

His scream had rang through the cold air of the arctic biome, sickening to Techno's stomach as he crashed into the freezing water.

There was a sickening crack as his bones broke on impact, and the whooshing of the air next to him as Niki and Phil immediately dove down to try and save him.

But Techno just stood there, in complete shock. While his friend died.

While he was still breathing, the three other members of the Syndicate had rushed him to Snowchester, knowing Tubbo was at their home and could probably help, not caring that they were on different sides, or they weren't supposed to like each other, they all cared about Ranboo and they couldn't let pride get in the way of his life.

Ranboo died minutes later, cradled into his husband's chest while Techno sat, warm hand in Ranboo's cold one, Phil, Niki, and Tommy watching from the corner, tears in their eyes.

And now, two days later, the group (as well as Foolish and Puffy) sat around a black coffin covered in little offerings like alliums, drawings, and little knick knacks he had kept in the house, mourning for the friend they had all lost.

It was an incredibly somber affair, and Techno's guilt associated with the event didn't help.

If he had just gone to save the boy, or had remembered to give him armor, this all could've been avoided. If the Syndicate meeting was on a different date- if Techno had just planned better-

Lethe wouldn't be dead.

Had the Syndicate not existed, he wouldn't even have the codename Lethe, he wouldn't even have a codename. And had it not existed, his broken body wouldn't be in a wooden box while people who could have saved him, but didn't, sit around him, just staring into space.

Maybe if Techno hadn't messed up so much, he wouldn't have lost one of his only friends. Sure, he had considered Tommy his friend before he had gone back to L'Manburg, and he considered Phil and Niki his friends, but Ranboo hadn't betrayed him before, Techno thought that this time it would be different, he would have a forever friend-