My Feelings Can Wait (MTL)

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After Jing Xiu left, Ji Youyan was stunned for a while. She reflected that she had made a mistake.

Regardless of the work perspective, she and Jing Xun are both mentors, each has its own style of guidance, or from a personal perspective, she and Jing Xun care about Ruan Ningwei and each have their own thinking angles.

She has no right to demand or even blame Jing Xuan in this way.

Because Ruan Ningwei's cowardice and sensitivity made her see who she once was, she instinctively understood and understood Ruan Ningwei. But what Jing Xiu said was not wrong, blindly indulging in his own emotions, not only making himself painful, but also making people around him suffer.

Just like in her relationship with Jing Xiu back then, if she could be more honest with Jing Xiu, maybe they wouldn’t end up so tragically; if Ruan Ningwei could untie this knot, she wouldn’t have to bear the verbal abuse from the public like in the previous life, maybe She won't go to the end in the end?

Jing Xiu said that she was accusing her of being unkind, and asked herself. For a moment, she had such a thought. Jing Xiu has always been so confident and brave, Ji Yueguang wind, so all the dark and humble, it seems that she has been isolated from her body.

However, even if others can misunderstand her in this way, only oneself, Ji Yuyan is not qualified to accuse her like this.

When the competition ended that year, neither she nor Jingxun entered the debut position. Jingxuan had no intention of forming a group, so according to the original plan, she signed a contract with the prestigious Guangyu. At that time, Jing Xiu suggested to her that if she wanted to, she could sign in Guangyu with her.

But for the sake of self-esteem, Ji Youyan rejected Jing Xun's proposal and accepted the olive branch extended by Dingfeng.

In order to take care of Ji Youyan's self-esteem, Jing Xun hardly interferes with her career planning and development. But many years later, when she broke up with Jing Xuan, Wang Junchan warned her that this is different from the past, and when she was repeatedly coerced and lured to accept the unspoken rules of the high-level and investors, she knew that Jing Xun had been silently taking care of her behind the scenes. By yourself. Without Jing Xiu's protection, she would have no way to walk cleanly under the hands of a ludicrous villain like Wang Junchan.

But Jing Xiu never mentioned this matter. It's like she didn't understand why she gave up singing but still supported her acting. She didn't like her hype but kept silently enduring it. Jing Xiu had also empathized with her pride, understood her cowardice, and gently embraced her.

She clearly knew that Jingxuan was a proud person, but not a self-man.

But she just interpreted her like that for a moment. Ji Yuyan clenched his fingers, his nails sinking deeply into the palms of his hands, his regret overwhelming his heart.

Lin Yue called and urged her: "Sister Ji, Teacher Su is here, are you and Teacher Jing not over yet?"

Ji Yuyan bit his lip, and answered Lin Yue in a low voice, "I know, I'll go over immediately."

In the evening, Chi Dongqing arrived at the airport. Because Chi Dongqing had to play with Ruan Ningwei at night, for convenience, Chi Dongqing did not stay in the five-star hotel where Gu Lingfeng stayed last time. Instead, he stayed in the presidential suite on the same floor as Ji Youyan and the others.

The dinner was set up at an old restaurant in Lingzhou which is only a five-minute drive away.

The rehearsal work was over. Ji Yooyan pondered the improvement of Ruan Ningwei’s script in the lounge. Lin Yue helped Ji Yooyan take a cup of hot water to moisten her throat and asked Ji Yooyan: "Ji, I will let Brother Li drive the car to the door to wait for you?" The work group informed that it was almost time to leave for dinner.