My Feelings Can Wait (MTL)

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Ji Yooyan's thoughtfulness made Jing Xiu's heart press. She straightened up and looked at Ji Yooyan and said softly: "I don't want to say, then do you want to ask?"

Ji Youyan's eyes flashed, rubbing Jingxun's forehead with his forehead, and honestly said, "Yes."

Jing Xiu kissed the tip of her nose, and smiled faintly, with a clear meaning.

Ji Yuyan was afraid of her misunderstanding, and sincerely said: "Axun, it is false to say that I don’t care at all, but I care because I have missed you as a bastard. And I want to know, just because of everything about you, I want to know."

Jing Xiu let out an "um", bit his lip, and said concisely: "Song Wenyan and I are married. He has a man he likes."

Ji Youyan opened his lips slightly, and even blinked his eyes forgot, it was obvious astonishment. Many confusing thoughts flashed through her heart, first with surprise, then joy, and finally tension and sadness.

"Why?" She recovered her voice.

Marriage is not a trifling matter. Accepting a formal marriage means putting yourself in a closet and giving up the truly happy married life you might have. This is not the life she hoped for her to live after she gave up Jingxun.

Jing Xiu lowered his eyelashes and replied almost inaudibly, "Because it's not like you, who is different from you?"

Like a heavy hammer, it hit Ji Yooyan's heart fiercely, and Ji Yooyan's throat instantly became sore. "Axun..."

Jing Xiu noticed something, put his arms around her neck, caressed her back, calmed her with eyes, "It's not your problem, it's my own fault. I was only irresponsible for my persistence this time in my life. But this time, it made me regret for life."

"My grandfather and Song Wenyan's grandfather had a very good personal relationship. I met him a few times when he was very young. Later, he came to Europe with his parents to explore the market. I spent a few years as classmates with him and gradually became Friends who have a good relationship. He has always liked men, because his parents have a bad relationship, his father can't control him, and his mother opened one eye and closed another, so this matter has not been put on the table until it is almost nine this year. In October, his grandfather's health had problems, and the conflict in the family was serious, and the matter was stabbed to his grandfather. His grandfather is a conservative person. He can accept Song Wenyan and act on the scene, but he cannot accept that he really wants to not marry for life. Stay with a man for a lifetime. He gave Song Wenyan an ultimatum, either to marry and inherit the family business, or to leave the house and give up the family business to his father's illegitimate child."

"His mother could not accept that her husband was robbed, and the things that belonged to her son would be robbed, crying and making trouble. Song Wenyan had no choice but to come to the studio to visit me. For the first time, she came to me to discuss whether she could talk with him. Formal marriage is both a help and a cooperation. Because I was one of the suitable candidates for the business marriage that his grandfather delineated for him. I thought it was ridiculous to treat marriage as such a deceitful lie, and rejected him."

At that time, she advised Song Wenyan that fish and bear's paw cannot have both. Song Wenyan asked her lonely: "Why can everyone have both? People like us deserve to not have it at the same time."

Jing Xiu opened his mouth, remembering the distress that the two of them had never been able to face upright when he was dating Ji Yooyan, and couldn't answer the high-sounding words.

"For the next more than a year, Song Wenyan chose feelings and never wanted to get married. His grandfather's health was deteriorating, and he had no patience to wait any longer, gave up him, and brought his father's illegitimate child into the company to start cultivation. Song Wenyan's mother couldn't sit still and went to the hospital with death. When I visited his mother on behalf of my family, I ran into a conversation between him and his boyfriend on the aisle. "