Forbidden Pleasures(Completed)

Hidden Pleasures : Tears and sorrow

Mina

I've been staring at the white ceiling above for I don't even know how long. All I know is I've been doing it for a while with dried tears on my face

After an hour, chaeyoung was successfully moved to the ICU and we can finally visit her. Chaeyoung's mom is now already there inside

I'm now here outside the ICU alone because mom excused herself to call Dad and informed them that chaeyoung was now moved in the ICU

I can't still believe how this day ended. I still can't believe how this happy day turned to be the worst.

I still can't believe that after all the joy and fun we all had today, we'll end up in the hospital waiting and praying for chaeyoung's safety

"Goodbye,my Minari.."

Those were her exact last words before all of this nightmare happen

I wanted to cry but it seems like my tearducts were already dry. My eyes were swelling and were badly inflamed to redness from crying too much

"Goodbye,my Minari.."

Her last words keep playing on my mind and I'm scared. I'm so scared it may really turn to be her last words

God,No.. please No, please don't take away Chaeyoung from me. I still want to spend all of my days and nights with her

I still wanted to spend my future with her..

God,please.. we were just about to start our happy ending and I know you know that so please.. Please,bring her back to me, to us..

Don't leave me chaeng,please. God, please save her. Please bring her back to me..to us..

I closed my eyes and silently pray for chaeyoung's safety when someone tapped my shoulders

It's Nayeon and Jeongyeon with Somi

"How's chaeyoung,Mina?"

Somi immediately asked with an obvious fear and worries written on her face

"Wait,how did you all-"

"Your mom called us and told us chaeng was involved in an accident,Mina. So, me and Nayeon immediately went here with Somi.."

Thanks God..Somehow, I felt relieved that they're also here with me

"How's chaeyoung Mina?"

Nayeon's question made me broke into tears again when I remembered what the doctor told us earlier

Unfortunately, the patient is in coma and we are still trying to observe her and all her responses to medical treatments that we gave her. We also need to run some tests like CT scans to make sure there's no complications inside her head like internal damages or hemorrhage..

The doctor's words suddenly began ringing inside my mind which made me burst out crying again

"How's chaeyoung Mina?God, what the hell did happened?"

I didn't know how to answer Somi's questions because I'm too guilty to tell them what really happened. I'm too guilty to tell them that I didn't even manage to protect chaeyoung when she needed me the most

"God,Mina.. what happened? Can you just please stop crying and tell us what happened?!"

Somi began crying as well and it's making me more guiltier than ever. Somi seemed so mad and upset and I know it's because she's worried like everyone else is right now