dnf + karlnap

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⚠️Trigger warning: Self Harm ⚠️

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It was the next day, Karl and Sapnap were walking to their classes together. They got to Karl's class. Karl started to leave when Sapnap grabbed his arm.

"Hey, text me if you need me, ok?" Sapnap said looking at the boy worried for him.

"I will." Karl said as Sapnap kissed the boy and left to go to his own class. Karl walked into the class to see his teacher again. He greeted him and then sat down in an empty seat. He started to get his books out when he got a text from a random number. The text said:

"Don't touch him ever again or something will happen to him."

Confused at what was happening Karl looked up from his phone and looked around him and saw no one looking at him. Who was this from? He thought to himself. Worry started to grow in him, he didn't want anything to happen to Sapnap or himself. He sent back a text saying:

"Who are you? What do you even mean?" He waited a few minutes before quickly getting a response from the number.

"You can figure that out yourself slut. You know exactly what I mean you keep kissing that bitch and he will get it or even better you."

Karl didn't know what to think of it. Was it real or was it fake? He looked up again looking around to see if anyone was looking at him and again no one was. Karl didn't know what to respond. He was confused so he said:

"What are you even gonna do to me? You don't even have anything on me."

Right after he sent the text he felt a wave of regret. What if this person knew him and has something against him? He quickly got a response. It was an image. He opened it and quickly closed it when he saw it was his own nudes. He looked around to see if anyone had seen the picture and was relieved when no one was looking at him. It came with a message and it said:

"Want me to expose these and show everybody the little slut you really are? Stop talking to that bitch now got me?"

He couldn't believe what the message said but he finally knew who it was. He had only sent nudes to one person and it was his ex. In this exact moment Karl felt worthless knowing he would have to push Sapnap away in effect to save himself and Sapnap. Maybe he didn't, maybe he could take him. Another text comes up and says:

"And don't try to tell anyone about this or something will happen to you that you don't want. I'm not fucking playing around this time."

Karl set his phone down beside him not knowing what to say. He put his head down and started to cry.  He thought that his ex was out of his life forever but he wasn't. He was embarrassed from crying in front of everybody so he packed up all his stuff and left the class. While he was walking back to the dorm room he ran into someone. He feel down and dropped all of his things he was carrying.

"Oh god i'm so sorry" The man said to Karl. Karl quickly picked up all his books putting them in his bag.

"Let me help you up." The man said putting an arm out for Karl to grab. Karl grabbed his arm and got back up and quickly left not letting himself say thank you to the man. He walked back to his dorm room and locked the door as he threw his things onto the ground. He ran to his room and laid on the bed and started to cry. Karl was overwhelmed and didn't know what to do. He got up and went into his bag. He threw everything out of his bag trying to find it. He finally found it in his bag. His razor blade.

He looked at his clean arms and thought about what he was about to do. He had been clean for a few months now and didn't want to ruin it but these feelings were too overwhelming for him. He took his blade and started to cut deep into his arm. He let out a hizzing noise from the pain. The blood started to come out of his arm. He continued. One for being a slut. Another for being worthless. He made a cut for every thing he hated about himself and his life. Soon his arm was covered in tiny cuts. He put the bloody razor on the table and ran to the bathroom. He grabbed tissues and started to wipe the blood away from his arm. The blood stopped and he sat on the bathroom floor crying. He was interrupted when he got a text from Sapnap. It said:

"Hey are you okay?"

Karl looked at the text and thought if he should tell him or not about everything. Maybe he doesn't even care? He probably just feels bad for me that's why he's texting me. He doesn't actually care about me. All these thoughts came through his head and he put his phone down unable to answer right away. He got another text from the number before. It said:

"Send me a picture of your sexy body right now. If you don't i'll leak the pictures."

In that moment Karl was so vulnerable so he proceeded to get up from the floor and take his cloths off. He stood in front of the mirror and took a picture of himself. He quickly sent it to the number and got a text back right away. It said:

"Got your such a slut aren't you? Your so sexy though."

Karl felt so worthless and like a waste of space. He put his phone down once again and held his knees up to his chest and put his head down. He continued to cry, his salty tears hitting his cut arm making his arm burn slightly. In that moment he was all alone and no one could help him.