Heartache

HIII

March 29th 2021

Nikkis POV

Today's the drop of my albummm. Woohooo. Me and Ryan worked really hard on this. Next month after coachella we're going on tour. I'm going Ryan's going and melody. No one else because they can't their work schedules are to busy. My parents aren't going because of charli and Dixie. I'm kinda pissed about to but whatever. They'll be there for the first big concert

At coachella I'm preforming on my own and I'm preforming bang bang with ari and nicki

Bang bang did very well. We preformed bang bang at the Grammys and the AMA awards it was amazing. I got an award at both events. At the Grammys i got the award for song of the year which was drivers license. At the AMA awards i got the best new artist award and song of the year which was also drivers license. It was amazing i can't believe i won. All 3 awards are in my home studio on the shelf. Hard work does pay off.

I also released a song called "no time to die" i wrote that a while ago but i finally released it. I preformed that at this Apple awards show and i won for the best song for a movie/piece of art or something like that but that award was amazing too.

This album I've been working on for months and months is finally coming out and I'm excited. All that hard work, time, and effort that me and Ryan put in is finally gonna get shown the the world

I announced that i was making an album on my birthday a few months ago and ever since then it's been getting a lot of hype. All of charli dixies Jadens my parents Ryan's and my comment section has been telling me to release the album and it's hilarious.

On mine and Melody's birthday it was great. We celebrated Melody's birthday at my parents house with a few people close friends and everything the boys from Connecticut came to la to celebrate because they all had a week off from collage so they came to la and stayed the week at my house. It was the best time ever jus fluke old times instead there was no parents around but there was a child and hat child was Melody. The boys love melody it's cute and cool to see them taking care of a baby and it was really funny. Melody's grown a liking to the boys too. She also said her first word a few days after her birthday. Her first word was "nini" which is what she calls me. So my name was her first word haha fuck you ryan

No but Ryan was pretty jealous at first until he got over it. He said he guesses it's fine because I've done so much for them already. I haven't done shit to be honest lol. Melody's so big now she's like 1 years old now. Don't worry her second word was "dada" so ryan wasn't as angry

Me and Jaden have been doing really well. We're really happy together and I'm really happy right now too. That one question that's been on my mind ever since he asked back in August makes me wonder what will happen to me and Jaden when i go on tour. It's a question i can't answer which sucks but i hope we can manage

I finally got my fucking dog back. Charli gave my dog back on my birthday after so long. Smh she stole my dog for such a long time it wasn't even funny

Charli and chase broke up at the beginning of September a whole big drama thing went down. A little after they broke up chase kissed nessa but josh and nessa were broken up at the time. It caused a whole thing where chase went around exposing everyone Charli was really hurt but present Time now their back together and everything's normal now. I was distant from nessa for a while because she hurt Charli but now we're best friends again except she's been a little rude lately but it's whatever
Her and josh are back too

Addison and Bryce are on and off right now

We're having a big party with a lot of people for my release party of my album and it's gonna be huge i can't wait!

At the party right when the song release

"Hii guysss Thank you for everyone who came to the release party. Me and Ryan have been working on this album for more than half a year now and I'm so excited that we can finally show all of you the album that we worked very hard on. Thank you everyone again ummm i hope you enjoy the album" i say into the mic and once I'm done my song "You should see me in a crown" starts playing and everyone starts partying hard

I have to stay sober because I'm 19 now only but Jaden is now legal drinking age because he's 21 now but he agreed not to drink because I'm not going too. No one else is holding back though hahah

I'll probably just drink when i get home or something maybe maybe not. Who knows. Mom and dad are taking care of melody tonight so we got nothing to worry about

Party hard on the release date yayy

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HIIII WELCOME TO THE SEQUEL OF HEARTTHROBBBB

I know it's been a while since i ended the other book but i finally finished this chapter

Ok so I'll post a chapter in a few hours of the album with the songs and all. I don't remember the songs on the album i made but it's a mix of different artists and stuff. I've had that ready for so long but i don't have my phone on me right now smh.

I also have school in a few hours it's currently like 2am but yeah. I HAVE FKN SCHOOL TOMORROW BECAUSE I DO ONLINE SCHOOL BUT THE PEOPLE WHO GO TO SCHOOL IN PERSON DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMOWWR. TF MR FORD PLEASE OR THE SCHOOL BOARD PLEASE FIX THIS NONSENSE

I'm not excited for school tomorrow it was spring break his week and i did nothing at all. I sat at the kitchen table watching anime for 7 hours a day and another 8 hours watching it at night time. I did that for 7 days...

Btw i finished all of naruto and I'm rewatching the parts i want to watch only the good parts i like.

I haven't been on wattpad a lot since that whole incident with Jaden nessa mads and josh. I kinda was a little bit iffy on supporting them because that was really fucked up but like i shouldn't have an opinion because it's their relationship.

But those tik toks were funny as hell

Ok in this book I'm just gonna do whatever. There will be lots and lots of drama i haven't thought the whole thing out yet but then again i never think things through

Anyways have a good day everyone I'll update when i Wake up or a bit after that

Bye byeee

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