Heartache

:7

March 31st 2020

Nikkis POV

"Your so late" Ryan says snatching the medicine out of my hands and melodys crying he's trying to calm her down

"I know I know sorry" I say bringing charli to the kitchen. She's like really drunk

"Yo what the fuck is up with her" Ryan says pointing at charli

"Who are you and what the fuck do you want bitch" charli slurs trying to slap Ryan

"She's totally shit-faced" I sigh sitting her down in a chair

"I'm exhausted I can't even keep my eyes open right now" Ryan says sitting at the kitchen table

"You go on ahead to sleep I'll take care of these two" I sigh

"It's fine I'll help" he yawns

"No go to sleep. I haven't seen you this tired in years. Last time I saw you this tired was after that football game against the bears and you played most of the game" I laugh

"That felt like years ago"

"I know right. Anyways you go on ahead to sleep I'll take care of melody"

"She won't stop crying and I don't know what to do" he says panicking kinda freaking out

"You need rest go to sleep" I say shewing him towards the stairs

"Thanks Nikki" he yells before I hear the door close in his room

"Ok what to do what to do" I say with melody crying in my arms

First I'll calm melody down putting her to sleep. Then she can sleep in her crib down here. I also got to give her medicine

"Ok melody your ok shhh shhh" I say rocking her and she's starting to actually calm down

I feed her medicine and she gives me a sour face making me laugh. Charlis just there on the chair talking on and on I don't know what she's saying honestly

I heat up a warm bottle for melody and she drinks it holding it herself. She's getting really heavy. She's like a year and 4 months old basically

All of the sudden melodys asleep. I place her in her crib downstairs on the main floor and I put a light blanket because she was sweating but I also don't want her to get cold

Now it's time for Charlis turn

I bring her to the bathroom and I stick my fingers to the back of her throat. Of course taking my rings off don't want that nasty stuff on my rings

She gags almost right away and she threw up in the toilet. She looked pretty sick

"I don't feel good" she slurs

"No kidding. Here's your bag you left here and brush your teeth and do whatever call me when your done. Also here's a change of clothes" I say handing her the things. I just have her a pair of my sweatpants and one of my hoodies. I leave the room because I'm gonna get changed too

I go to my room and I change into some shorts and Jadens hoodie. Smells like him so I'm all good. I also wash my face and do all that other stuff

"Nikkiiiii" I hear charli yell

"One second" I say turning off the lights in my room

I get to the bathroom and Charlis laying down on the ground