till 2 moons break apart

Chapter 10 Ignorance

Chapter 10 Ignorance

i opened my eyes and i had dry tears on my cheeks so i went in the bathroom and washed my face then i got a light blue hollister shirt and some light blue skinny jeans with sky blue flats my hair was down then i grabbed my bag and skipped downstairs trying to take out that horrid memmory of yesterday i gritted my teeth and put my hand in a fist when i got to the bottom of the stairs mom stared at me with confusion on why my hand was in a fist.

"honey what's wrong?" she said in her soft and smooth voice i unclentched my fist and breathed out

"nothing" then i went into the kitchen and got a breakfast bar i ate it quickly then i saw Christy staring at me with her eyebrow raised

"what?" i said annoyed and mad when i get mad i take it out on the person or else i do it to others who didn't do anything it's a habit

she turned away quickly then continued eating her cereal i sighed then i looked at Chrsity and spoke in a sad voice even to me it was sad

"im sorry Christy it wasn't your fault " i said getting the car keys she just nodded but continued eating then she finished and we walked to the door when we got into the car i put it to the beat 94.5 and 'firework' by katy perry was on i sighed these songs always say how im feeling or what i want to feel

Christy cleared her throat i turned to face her "Renesmee" she said seeming nervous

"yes" i stated still looking at the road through the drivers side

"would you do me a favor,Please?" she said begging me she jumped up and down in her seat with nervousness

"it depends what do you want?" i said still not looking at her face the light was red gosh i hate it when this happens

"i was wondering if you could......Could you..." she said trying to put her words in the right orders she bit her lip

"spit it out" i said getting a little annoyed and irratated

"couldyougetmeadatewithedwardcullen?" she said really fast

"what?" i said she could speak really fast when she is nervous

"could you get me a date with Edward Cullen?" she said then i stepped on the pedal because the light turned green

"what?!" i half screamed/yelled

"you heard me Please Nessie please,please,please?" she begged with her hands together you know the thing people do when they want something well she was doing it

i stared at her dead in the eye then suddenly she got scared because she didn't realize we were already at school

"I WILL NEVER TALK TO THAT BOY AGAIN DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!" i screamed really angry at her and at Edward ,was it time to tell him?

then christy nodded seeming freaked out and scared then she had tears in her eye's "i was just asking Renesmee and fine i can do it by myself" she said angrily then i closed my eyes and tried to take the anger out of me it almost worked until he (who shall not be named) came and had to make that angry flame come right back

i groaned when will high school get easier? i got out of my car and saw Bethany smirking at me she walked forward to me moving from her spot next to tanya i relaxed i shouldn't be scared of her

"Daddy got me a new car, what did your daddy give you?" she said crossing her arms trying to rub it in my face

"A living hell" i mummered then she smiled evily and walked back to Tanya then she walked with the cullens

"does she know?" i mummured confused then i looked at the floor before i put my head up and looked at the cullens walk away Edward was staring at me hurt and helplesness in his eyes i walked away quickly what have they done to me i felt angry and ashamed at myself for letting them get inside my head like that i shook it off then went to find Christy

i walked through the halls of Forks high school i smelled her scent then i heard people whispering and mummering until i saw Christy smiling as brightly as ever she glared at me

then i stared back confused at why her usually happy face was covered with hatred she spoke

"i told you i would ask him" before she walked down the halway and turned around the corner i stared at the wall blankly what has this problem caused me?and what did he say to her please say no i thaught before bitting my lip and walking down the empty hallway alone.