Stray Kids x Stay [Book 1]

Was it a dream? - Lee Felix

You are now in a big room while holding onto a bouquet of flower. You stare at your reflection on mirror, you see yourself wearing a white dress and a big smile plastered on your face. You then got called by your father to get ready and so you went to him. You and your father stand in front of the big door before walking down the aisle toward you lovely fiancé who is soon to be your husband.

He stare at you with loving eyes and big smile as he watch you walking down the aisle beside your father's side. As soon as you reach near, your father gave you peck on your forehead and send you to the groom. He take a hold on both of your hands and stare at your face.

"You look incredibly gorgeous, Love" he whisper.
"Thanks and you look stunning as always, Lixie" you giggle and the ceremony began.

Now is where the part your and him will say your vows to each other. After you and Felix have done with your vows, he cupped your  cheek to lean in for a kiss but then it all turn black.

You were woken up by a bright light only to notice it was the sunlight hitting right on your face. You let out a yawn and saw your boyfriend peacefully sleeping next to you. You smile and snuggle beside him that made him awake by your touch.

"Y/n?" He half asleep said your name and turn his head beside you.
"Morning, Lixie" you greet him and plant a peck on his cheek.
"You seem happy" he rub his eyes and turn himself to hug you.
"I have the amazing dream but it was ruined by the sun hitting my face" you snuggle on his chest.
"What is it about?" He ask, resting his chin on top of your head.
"I dream that we were getting married. I was in a white dress while you in a stunning black tuxedo" you tell him and he hum.
"We just finish our vows and our lips was about to touch but sadly it ended there" you told him sadly that your dream ended like that.
"Aww, that a sweet dream Love. Maybe someday it will come true" he told you and plant a kiss on top of your head.
"You think so?" You look at him and smile.
"We will see" he touch his nose with your nose.

A month have past by since then and you can feel that something is off with Felix. He seem like he's keeping a secret from you and he never keep secret because he will always be honest with you. You then try ask him if something was wrong or is he facing something difficult but he only reply with a smile and assure you that everything is fine.

Until that one night, he come home drunk. You have waited for him until it's was 1 o clock and he was never this late from work. You got worried but as soon as you try to go search for him, he was standing infront of the door while crying. You pull him in and laid him on the couch.

"I will go get water for you ok?" You were about to stand up but he take a grip on your wrist.
"Y/n, I'm sorry" he said and began to cry again.
"You sit down and pull him into your embrace, caressing his soft hair.
"I forgive you, whatever it is Yongbok" you told him and he cried harder, making you wanting to know what the reason is he sorry for.

Felix keep on repeating he's sorry toward until he fell asleep in your arms. You carried him to your shared bedroom and clean him form his work cloths to clean some cloths. The next morning, you were woken up without Felix beside you. You walk toward the kitchen to see him cooking you pancake.

"Morning y/n" he greet you with a smile.
"Morning Lixie" you said but abit off by his greeting because he will always greet you Love rather than your name.
"You made pancake!!" You cheer and sat down on the dining table.
"Your favourite, pancake with a lot of chocolate chips" he said, putting your half of pancake on your plant.
"Thanks a lot Lixie!!" You thanked him and dig in.

Soon after, you and him are sitting on the couch feeling full after eating breakfast. You stare at him as the morning sun was flashing to his hazelnut color skin. He notice you were staring at him and he look at you.