Stray Kids x Stay [Book 1]

Touches - Lee Felix

You never once like skinship or any affection that involve skinship since it make your shiver with the touch of others. It was actually a surprised that you have been into 2 relationship but they will always leave you within weeks. Due to you not liking when they touch you even you would feel all odd when they try to hold your hand or even wrap their arms around your shoulder or waist.

They always thought that you hated them but it was just you who doesn't like being touch by others even girls. You are friendly and nice towards people around you but when it come to touching each other  you got all gross out by it and will keep your distance. You friend thought it was odd of you but soon accepted it.

You are now sitting at your seat, not focusing in class when suddenly a new boy come in your class. He introduce himself  as Lee Yongbok but he rather be called as Felix and he was from Australia. He was assigned to sit beside you and you were ok by it. You watch him walk toward his sit beside you and he plastered a smile on his face to you making you bewitch by his handsome feature.

You were minding your own business when suddenly light tap on your table was heard. You turn around to meet his eyes and you can feel your cheek was burning.
"Erm..can we possibly shared a textbook..I haven't bought mine so.." He rub the back of his neck.
"Oh yeah..no problem" you replied and shared a textbook with him.
"Thanks" he smile cheerfully and scoot himself neared to you.

He was actually focusing in class while you were mesmerized with his good looks. Felix then suddenly turn his head to your direction and asked you a question that he isn't understand.
"Well...you put the number into this formula and then minus it here then substance it and you will get the answer"  you showed him the correct way and he clap his hand in awe.
"Thanks y/n! Now i understand it" he smiled and did what you have teach him.
" no problem" you replied and continued to daydream.
"Ermm y/n can you teach me this part?" He whispered and you gladly teach him.
"Understand ?" You tilt your head.
"Yes! Wow y/n! You're amazing at this" Felix compliment you and did what you taught him.

Your math period finally over ex and it's time for recess, you invited Felix if he wanted to follow you to the canteen to grab some food since he was new and he only know you at the moment. He gladly accepted your offer and went with you and your friends.

You were walking toward an empty table with a tray of food when suddenly someone accidentally trip your foot making you fall on the floor as the food splatter on you.
"Oops...my bad" a girl snickered and was proud of her action.
"Hey! That wasn't nice of you!!" One of your friend defend you.
"Oh sorry..maybe I should help you...oh but you don't like being touch do you freak?" She make fun of you and laugh alongside with her friends.

You tried to get up but hiss in pain. You notice that your knee was scarp on your knee. Felix notice it and put his tray of food on a table then kneel down to you.
"Hey pretty boy...don't even bother to help her..she's a freak who doesn't like to be touch..how about you be with me instead?" She snakily put her hands on Felix's shoulder.
"Get your dirty hand off me.." Felix gave a death glare at the girl making she hitch.
"Felix..I'm fine, I can get up myself" you said trying to get up but was in pain.
"No! Let me help you y/n?" He ask for your approval.
"But...I..I don't like being touch..I'm sorry" you guilty confess to him and he show you a caring smile.
"Just trust me ok...I know it's hard but just relax and trust me" Felix softly assure you and you hesitated gave him a nod.

He carried you bridal style as you wrap your arms around his neck so that you won't fall. Everyone was surprised to see you let someone touch you especially you who doesn't feel weird touching Felix. He carried you to the nurse office and let your scrap knee get treated.  After it was treated, he sat beside you.
"How it your knee now?" He concernedly ask.
"It's fine now..it sting a bit but I can handle it" you assured him.
"Hey y/n...can I ask, why do you hate being touch by others? I know it not my place to ask such a thing since we only met today and..." He sigh and scratch his head.
"No Felix...it's fine, I actually never told anybody about this but I were once gotten molested by the next boy at my old apartment at a young age and since then I never liked being touch by anybody including my family" you hung your head low.
"I'm so sorry...don't worry about it no more..,I'm here with you y/n" he pull you into a hug out of reflex.

You were surprised by his soft gesture but it didn't feel you all gross or uncomfortable. To be honest, you feel warm and safe in his embrace. You hugged him back and it surprised him that replied his hug.
"You hugged me back?" Felix pull you apart.
"I...I did, I'm sorry was that weird?" You panicked don't know if you did it right.
"No..it wasn't, you finally accepted someone else touches" he exclaim making you doubt yourself if he was true.
"I...I'm not sure but when you help me there and showed me that you're someone who I can trust...I think I automatically accepted your warm gesture" you're cheek flustered when you told him how you felt.
"Then let me be the person who can make you forget those dark past and create a shining present" he took your hand and caress it gently, making your heard skip a beat with his warm touch.
"It's warm...it been awhile I have ever feel this kind of gesture...I never knew I will miss it" a smile start to appeared on your face and Felix notice it.
"You're cute y/n...I would like to get to know you better and create a shiny present with you" he smile brightly making you mesmerize by him.
"Thank you Felix! You're truly are an angel!" You attack him into a warm hug and he happily accepted it know you are now capable to forget your dark past life.