Chapter Ten

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(Jeff the Killer POV)

I hear a crunch, I turn to look and it was smile dog. He came to me and sat by my feet. "Hey Smile." I say. He looks up at me and he can tell somethings wrong. I've never felt like this after killing. Usually I feel energized, now it's just sorrow.

It's starting to come back to me now, the memories of killing her.

*Flashback~*

I get up from (Y/N)'s bed, and get my knife. Her mother was always in the way of us. She had to sneak me around so she wouldn't get caught with me. That's going to end now. Her mom won't be a problem anymore.

I walk downstairs to see her mom in the kitchen making lunch. "Hello" I say, turning the corner with my knife in hand. She looks at me in horror. "Who are you?!" She yells. She reaches for her phone, but I slam my knife down cutting off the tips off. I chuckles as she screams in pain.

"Ki-kill me, just don't hurt my daughter!" She yells. "I wouldn't lay a finger on your daughter, after all, she is my girlfriend." I laugh. She looks at me in horror and shock. "That's right, she loves me. Despite Im a total psycho" I say mockingly.

"Now, this'll only hurt a lot" I say as I stab her chest. She screams loudly. "Ugh would you shut up? You're gonna die anyway so what's the point" I roll my eyes. I leave the knife in her chest and walk out of the house. I'm on the sidewalk and I try to regain sanity. I hold my head in my hands to try and ease my headache.

Then slender appears before me, dragging me along. Once he snaps me out of the zone, I feel so much regret. It was like I saw everything, but I couldn't do anything about it.

*Back to the present*

Slender read my mind. He knew what happened. What would he do to me? More importantly, would (Y/N) still love me? Even just a little?

(Reader POV)

I can't stand the thought of Jeff right now. I don't even know if I still love him. I keep waking but see a husky sitting by a tree. "Here boy!" I call. He turns to face me and he is red and black, with human teeth. Smile dog. Shit.

I start to back away, but as I do so, Jeff peaks his head around the corner. He has sad eyes. The light blue, now seems it represents sadness. Does he feel regret?

"(Y/N).." he says as he stands. I start backing away, fearing he might hurt me. I grab the knife I got and put it by my side just in case. He saw me get it out. He looked at me with sad eyes and doesn't move toward me. Maybe he was trying to get me to trust him again? But what if he snaps like he did? What if I mess with him too much and he kills me?

"(Y-(Y/N)...I'm so....so-sorry..." he says in between sobs. He was crying? I stand there, feeling like I should say something but I don't know what to say. "I-I..." I start. "Why?" Is all I managed to get out. Jeff looks up at me with tears running down is face. "I didn't mean to.." he says regretfully. "I didn't have control of myself, I'm so so sorry (Y/N)..." he says.

I hesitantly walk to him, stopping a few inches from him. He looks down at me, and I look up at him. "I'll get it under control I promise you" he says with a shaky breath. I say nothing, but I hug him. He hugs me back tightly. "I'm so sorry" he says again. "I know you didn't mean it" I say softly. We start walking toward the mansion, and when we get there everyone was watching us.

"What?" I ask. They stay silent but Toby looks at me, and points at Jeff. I look up at him and he still has tears down his face. I feel sorry that I made him cry. I feel like this is my fault. I should've been there to help him through it. Even if he did kill people, and my mom, he still had a heart somewhere.

I put both hands on each of his cheek and he looks at me. I smile softly and wipe the tears with my thumb. Then I bring his face closer until our heads touch and I close my eyes. "It's okay Jeff. I'm okay." I say. We pull away and look back over to see everyone staring. BEN even wipes a fake tear. God he's dramatic.

Later, when Jeff and I are in his room, he tells me about his memory about not being able to control himself. What if he does it again, but worse? I guess it'll be okay...

*Later that night*

I was asleep in Jeff's arms, as always, but I wake up to Jeff sitting up straight staring blankly. "Jeff?" I ask. He didn't respond. I get up and walk to the door. He gets up and grabs his knife. "Jeff?!" I yell. "Shhhh no need to yell." He says. I look at him in horror.

"It's okay doll, it'll only take a second." He says as he lunges at me. He stabs my stomach and I let out a blood curdling scream. I hold my stomach and try to get out of the room.

I walk out in the hallway, yelling for help. "(Y/N), it would be so much easier if you'd corporate." He says sounding annoyed. I start to cough up blood and he stares again. I crawl away, but soon stop, not having the energy to crawl any farther.

Jeff runs to me in fear. I notice he wasn't trying to hurt me this time so I just lay there as he puts me in his lap. He starts crying. "(Y/N) I didn't mean to! I'm so sorry!" He says. I smile weakly. "It's okay" I say.

His tears drip into my face, as he sings, "You make me happy.." I brush his tears with my thumb and sing weakly with him. "When skies are gray.." I sing. "You'll never know dear" he sings while crying harder. "How much I love you" I sing. My breath hitches as Jeff looks at me with fear and pain in his eyes. That's the last I'll ever see him... I love you.

(Jeff the Killer POV)

She looks at me with tears streaming down her face before her eyes turn glassy. I hunch over her, trembling, as I pull her lifeless body closer to my chest. "Please..don't take....my sunshine......away...." I say, my voice is hoarse and broken.

You were my sunshine. My only sunshine. You made me happy, when times were gray. You'll never know dear, how much I loved you. Why did you take my sunshine away?
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So emotional- I didn't plan on crying but here we are 😂 This isn't the end btw! There's more to come!
Word count: 1222
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