Don't touch me listen to me

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⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️
// Self harm // smutish // blood // angst //

George's Pov😭

When Dream kicked me out I didn't know how to tell him that I asked Annie to kiss me to see if I liked girls I knew I screwed up I was about to go back into his room when I saw a girl walk up to his house so I just waited till she looked familiar to a girl on his cheerleading team he ignored it but was about to climb to Dream window when he saw Dream open his window I was confused then I heard a girl moan and then I was struck with pain in my inside I kept hearing this girl moan for hours and I heard skin slapping and groans I knew this was Dreams way of getting payback for a simple kiss and he knew I was listening to them I stay there frozen I couldn't move I was just listening to them I wanted to close the window but I couldn't I was crying but I felt paralyzed I couldn't move my legs nor my arms then it all stopped I didn't hear them anymore I then shut my window and sat my back towards the window it hurt to know I liked him and he did that to me I was scrolling through my phone and on Twitter when I came across a photo of me and dream laying down I was confused on how I got it but I didn't care I deleted it and laid on my bed and scrolled through old photos then I started thinking it doesn't matter Dream couldn't love me I went into my bathroom and grabbed the razor and pulled down my pants and boxers I went to my thigh and saw scars and almost healed wounds I cut on the other side of my thigh and did it nine times and cleaned the razor and hid it under all his clutter he went back and sat on his bed facing the window I still had tears flowing down my eyes I heard a knock at my window and knew it was Dream I ignored it until the knocks got annoying I unlocked my window.
What do you want Dream?
Dream's Pov 😉
I'm sorry George I said trying to get inside his room but he wouldn't budge out of the window spot George please let's just talk I say putting my hand on him to push him out of my way

Back to George pov
Dream pushed me which made me fall backward and hit my head on the ground he looked at me and said sorry and tried picking me up off the ground I hit his hand off of me don't touch me DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH ME I YELLED he stepped back and had tears in his eyes I grabbed behind my head and felt something leaking I realized I was bleeding dream tried coming towards me but I back away from him go away dream, "No he said" I said GO AWAY I started crying because of how emotionally I was hurt. Because of how he hurt me and I would never forgive him ever I felt stuff on the floor and remember he took a shower to hear I threw his clothes at him and told him to leave he tried hugging me but I slapped him don't touch me I want you to listen to me I let Annie kiss me because I wanted to see if I could have feelings for girls but I didn't I liked you his face light up with joy and he tried kissing me I pushed him off I LIKED you I don't like you anymore go back to the other cheerleader who you Fucked I don't want anything to do with you anymore I felt my heartbreak but he needed to know he can't toy with my heart
he grabbed something from under my bed and left I didn't care I just wanted him gone he hurt me I close my window and locked it and close the blinds I decided to go hang out with Lexi I forgot about her and mom for a while since I was busy with the neighbor. I went into the bathroom and turned on the shower I go in right away I took a 40minute shower and got out and put on my white joggers and blue shirt I headed downstairs to see my mom and sister eating I sat down with them they made jokes to cheer me up and I laughed I felt good Lexi was a year younger than me and told me she was talking to this football player in my grade named Punz and I knew that was dreams friend but I told her to be careful she nodded and smiled at me I finished eating and washed the dishes for my mom
I went upstairs and open the blinds and window I couldn't sleep with it being hot in my room so I laid down and fell asleep

                     Dream's Pov
I regretted sleeping with that other cheerleader but that's because I thought George was getting with Annie so when he said he didn't want anything to do with me it broke my heart he said he didn't like me anymore I felt alone I knew he didn't want to see me but I had to see him I walked to my window and saw he was open so I crawled into his room he was asleep I went over to him and pulled a blanket over him I sat down right next to him I'm sorry George I said quietly not wanting to wake him I got jealous and acted out I'm sorry for making you feel bad about yourself I comb the hair out of his face and kissed his forehead and left back to my house I cried myself to sleep that night

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