a simple look in the mirror,
a diretide of my past whispering to my ears,
a million questions in those voices that appear,
a single frustration in my heart i always fearedi hear you explain things,
but i am deaf when it comes to reasonings,
my love, can you not speak towards my ear?
but can you atleast speak in piercing arrows that i cannot bear?oh noelle, how can you be more mysterious,
for you said the colors of my eyes weren't really treacherous,
but you left me and shut the door without leaving a letter,
you only left me with a wave goodbye and a sad world to enterfine, take all what you need and what you wanted,
be like everybody, i do not care, i wasn't the one you needed,
my burdened heart always wanted to hate you,
but i cannot, i cannot hate the ones i loved, i cannot hate noelle, i cannot hate you.
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