hopefully helpful marvel oneshots

loki x trans male reader

WARNINGS: He/Him pronouns, obvious mention of blood, periods and period products and gay relationship. cramps (those bitches should come with there own warning), swearing, nick names such as handsome, baby boy, love and darling, binding and having to take off the binder

PROMPT: you get your period and Loki makes sure you know you are no less of a man for it (i thought of this one for myself but I feel like its something alot of trans/non-binary/genderfluid(Anyone I misses) people get very dysphoric around this topice)

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if you cant read this because it doesn't have the right pronouns or doesn't fit you, have a nice day, remember you are loved and its okay to be whoever you want to be, smile and keep your head up. xx

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I'm not gonna lie I wrote this for myself and used nicknames I like, if this is not soemthing you like/identify with and don't want to read thats totally fine...

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You woke up next to your partner Loki feeling cramps, instantly knowing what's going on you got up and got yourself showered dreading the day ahead, once you got sorted out and dressed you got back into bed next to Loki and cuddled into him. Laying there until he woke up 20 minutes later opening his eyes
L:" good morning handsome" in his morning voice. 
y/n:" morning, we need to get up"

After he got up and dressed he took your hand and you went downstairs sitting down on the island in the kitchen talking for a bit while you at breakfast. After you got with the team for movie night sitting cuddled up to Loki trying not to move around to much but your cramps were really getting too you. Getting up without a word and going to the kitchen to take some paracetamol, while taking it Loki walks in and says
L:" You okay Darling?"
y/n:" Yeah just not feeling the best"
not wanting him to know what's really going on. 

L:" Okay love, do you want to go back to our room and I'll cuddle you better"
smiling you respond with a quick "yea" before going back upstairs

once upstairs all cuddled up on the bad

L:" Do you know why you don't feel well?" 
y/n:" Maybe"
L:" Do you want to tell me?" getting embarrassed tucking his face into Loki's chest
y/n:" Guess"
L:"Ohh I know"
y/n:" Yeah me too, it hurts like a bitch"
L:" Is there anything I can do to make it better for you?"
y/n:" Just cuddles for now please"

Just as you were about to fall asleep Loki spoke up
L:" If your going to go to sleep you've got to take off your binder love"
y/n:" But I don't want to take it off"
L:" Okay I understand that but you are going to hurt yourself if you keep it on"
y/n:" But-" 
L:" No darling, you know you need to take it off. I know it's hard for you to see your body without it but I'm here and I will support you through it all" 

Once your binder was off and your were covered in enough blankets to feel comfortable you put on a movie. 
Half way through you the movie you got a wave of really bad cramps hit you and you curled up in pain, tears filled your eyes as it was yet another reminder of what you were. 
You rolled over so you were facing away from Loki so he couldn't see your tears 
L:" Heyy baby boy, what's going on?" 
He gently rolled you back towards him
y/n:" Why couldn't I have just been born right?! I just want to do simple things in the right body! I hate this, I hate it!" 
You sobbed into his chest and eventually fell asleep to Loki whispering about how much he loved you.

When you woke up you put on some boxers, your binder, a big shirt and some joggers, just as you were about to leave the room Loki walked out of the bathroom
L:" Good morning handsome, you look great" 
y/n:" I look horrible" 
L:" Where? I don't see it"

A/N:
I want to start this with EVERYONE is valid no matter what 

But also this feels unfinished but I'm done writing for today and as this is not a request I think I'll end it here

Also this one was written for myself, I got sent home from school today because I passed out because of my period and I just feel yucky and not very masc and I was sad so I wrote something for me for once. 

And I think Wattpad is broken because none of my chapters are staying in the order I put them in and it is really frustrating me 

Sorry its not the happiest a/n today I'm just really down - hope everyone's doing well tho!!!

xxx