hopefully helpful marvel oneshots

*Loki x y/n!

WARNINGS: Eating disorders, food, weight, struggles with eating

REQUEST: Could you do one where y/n has an eating disorder and Loki helps them
 (Kate131415)

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If this triggers you or you just don't want to read this chapter I totally understand. Have a nice day. Remember you are real, this world is real, you can't hurt yourself without consequences, and it is not a simulation. You are important and people need you no matter what you think. You are beautiful and amazing, keep it up. Have a nice day and smile. xx

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You and Thor were sat next to each other at the table, with Bucky sat the other side, Loki sat opposite you, Steve sat opposite Bucky and Tony opposite Thor. Over the course of the night you had been slowly putting food onto Thor's plate as he was distracted talking to Tony. What you hadn't noticed was Loki watching you do this all night so when everyone got up to go to bed he followed you too your room after picking up your favourite crisps, a glass of juice and biscuit. 

He knocked on your door. 
L:" Its Loki, can I come in?" 
y/n:" Yea" once he walked in you asked "What's wrong?" 
L:" Nothing, I just brought you some food up for you to eat while we watch a movie" 
y/n:" I just ate Loki, I don't want any food, but I'll watch a movie with you"
L:" Y/n I watched you eat about 5 bites and put the rest on my brothers plate"
You looked at him, unsure on what to say next
L:" You don't have to say anything. Just get a movie you want to watch and get comfortable" 
He sat himself down on your bed, leaning up against the headboard. 

You picked the movie and sat down next to him on the bed
L:" Should've known you would pick this" smiling "Now what would you like first?" 
You look up at him slightly scared
L:"Hey, love, It's alright. I'm going to help you do it, don't worry... Now, I think we should start with the crisps, don't you?" 
You just nod and swallow thickly, he puts the cup of juice in your hand and picks up the bag opening it. He puts his hand in getting one out and passing you one, you take it, not making any move to eat it. Once Loki noticed your hesitance he asked "Would it help if I ate one with you?" 
You nod so he picks out a crisp from the bag and grabs your hand. 

L:" Alright, one... two... three, eat" he brought his crisp to his mouth at the same time as you did, except you couldn't take a bite. 
L:" Heyyy, that's cheating" in a higher pitched voice making you giggle. He smiled, letting out a gentle chuckle which lightened the mood a tone, take the weight off your shoulders. he got another crisp out of the packet and holding it up
L:" Okay. Are you going to eat it this time?" 
You nod 
L:" Kay, three... two... one, eat"
You both ate your crisp. Loki gave you a minute before passing you another one.

L:" Do you want to count this time?" 
You nod and take a deep breath "One... two... three" You both took a bite.
L:" Well done, darling, I'm so proud of you" 
You both went on doing this until the bag was empty and your cheeks hurt from laughing at the silly things Loki said as he counted down, the movie long forgotten. 

L:" Alright, my Love, we need to talk about why your not eating"
y/n:" I don't want to put on anymore weight" 
L:" Okay, that's understandable, but you need to find a healthier way to do that, because you are going to make yourself sick. What made you think about your weight anyway?" 
y/n:" Being around everyone else. Like they're all in shape and I look so different from them"
L:" My darling, you look perfect. But I understand me saying that doesn't make much difference right now and that's alright. But you are just as in shape as the others, just everyone's body is different and that's alright" he pointed at your drink "Now drink this and then we can cuddle" 

The next day at breakfast, you walked down and sat in your seat in between Thor and Bucky. You ate half of you food with Loki's words of praise from last night running through you head. As you put you spoon down and put your head in your hands looking down at your food you felt someone tap your leg under the table. You look up and see Loki looking at you with his spoon held in his hand with food on. He motioned with his eyes for you to get some food on your spoon. Once you did he smiled at you before mouthing "three, two, one" and taking a bite with you, helping you finish most of your meal. 

GIFS OF MENTIONED CHARACTERS

(hi Bruce)