Single Parent

THE BIG TALK !

We pulled up too the restaurant parked and got out I grabbed Jayden and he grabbed his daughter  who was asleep we walked in and he was talking too the lady about a table this restaurant had a elevator to the second floor as long as i lived in Atlanta I've never been here . We Got on the elevator and was brought too the third floor like it was private I seen roses and kids toys he pulled out my chair and had a high chair on each side of us something in Me wanted too cry because I was looking for this to be in Jayden's dad ,he pulled out my chair after sitting the kids in the high chair he pulled out my chair and i sat down then he sat across from me . i ordered me and jayden drink and food and he did the same for him and his daughter .then he looked over at me

" you know your pretty " he said smiling

" your so corny "i said laughing

" im serious though i never pictured me being happy after my wife died " i said

"im sorry bout that ,i just wanna be your peace and happiness and hope we can make something from this "i said

" we will if you let me , but tell me wassup with you and dude "he said

" well when I met Jayden's dad I was a stripper/bottle girl at sex talk around that time and he was comin thru the club he had been on my trail for a while but i brushed him off because of the things i heard about him , but I gave him a chance still and i was with him for 6 months before even fucking him and like a year later I got pregnant with Jayden, and i waited til my son was 6months before I went back to dancing and he was ok with it at first but then he started tripping because i would stay later too make extra money so I wouldn't get home till 4 so he thought i was cheating he would swear he smelled liquor on me and I don't even drink like that ."i told him

" so lemme get this straight , you mean too tell me he tripped about you getting the extra bread ?" he asked

" right and thats when he started coming too get me from work if he seen me talking too one of the bouncers or one of my guy coworkers he would spazz " i told him

"ok so my question is do he even help you with Jayden" he asked

"when Jayden was first born he did everything for Jayden he has other kids so i didn't trip about him takin Jayden around his other kids mom nothing all I wanted was for you to respect me as your ol lady , when Jayden turned one he was there all his home boy kids my neighborhood kids my sister kids my friends kids Jayden had a big as party then Jayden turned two and i did Jayden a paw patrol party Chris didn't come till hours later then he came with his friends they walked thru the yard didn't speak didn't acknowledge my son or even say happy birthday my son was reaching for him and he ignored him my son will be three in two weeks and i cant even throw my son a party" I said letting my tears fall

i felt comfortable crying in the front of him i felt like i needed too let that out he hugged me and wiped my tears maybe i need too let him be around

" listen like i told you before y'all straight with me we gone go along ways lil man gone be straight I gotta show in Memphis my home town the week after his birthday we gone all go and we gone do it even bigger , i met my wife in Memphis when she went in labor she passed because of complications i met my wife at 22 im 26 so i know the struggle I'm raising my daughter on my own we in the same position and trust me i know we gone be straight, just let me show you " he told me

Everything in me wanted too believe him but he had too show me , after eating dinner and letting the kids play for a while we left and went home Jeremiah left to go with Hunchoo to the studio and left me with the kids because they was asleep so I called the gang over to chill and talk .