Single Parent

that night

I got home and  stormy was asleep  with her  girls  stretched  out  I seen  party  ideas all over the floor  I  woke them  up  and told them  to go  to  the guest  rooms and  told stormy  too  come  get  in bed   Jayden was  asleep  I  showered and got dressed  I  put little  man  on my chest  and  let stormy  sleep  under  me  . I was thinking  about  taking  Jayden  and  Nyla shopping tomorrow I  wanted too  do something  nice  for stormy  because  I  know she had been stressed out about Jayden's  birthday  party  I  was  thinking  of a  Gucci Loui  theme  .  I called  Hunchoo  over  because  his girl  was  here  and  I  know he been blowing  her  up , i  stopped  him before  going  upstairs 

" listen stormy's son  birthday  is in the  next  two  weeks  and i  want  too  throw  him a  Gucci  party But Without her Knowing " I told Him

" Let's Do it I can Have Ma Do some Shirts for him and Book a Photoshoot With kami " he said

" This Gone Be Hard But We Got to Do it Before She Does It , I told Her Because We Going Back too Memphis Too do a show we Gone Do something there to , Is That too much ? " I asked

" No You doing what any man Would Do " he told me

I trusted My Brother Word and Kept thinking and Planning Jayden's Party I didn't want stormy too know that I was planning one so I'm gonna get one of the girls too act as if they are a party planner this is going too be epic

the following morning i got up and did my hygiene i smelled breakfast cooking and heard talking I walked down stairs and seen stormy cooking and the girls on the floor planning again

"hey why are the girls planning Jayden's party ?" i asked

" because i started that last night and they just wanna help me " she told me

" I have some one on that already " I told her

" no I got it " she told me

" why are you so independent , its ok to let somebody help you for once " i told her

" Jeremiah its not that I don't want your help but your not his dad I'm mommy and daddy " she told me

" stormy that little boy has been looking at me as if I was his dad since I got y'all out that situation the least you could do is let me help you ,listen you explained too me that Chris don't help you and for once you actually got somebody in your corner who is willing too go the extra mile for you and your kid " I told her

I walked away and out back with the guys it kind of pissed me off that she wouldn't let me help her plan his party i just want her to see that she has a good nigga on her team

" you good ?" asked hunchoo

" no im trying to show stormy that i wanna help her but she pushing me away " i told him

" bruh you know she been thru shit just let her be " Nooni  told me

"yeah but come on you got a nigga that don't do shit for your son while he walk grounds but got a nigga that's worshiping the ground that you and him walk come on i wouldn't even do my own like that weather me and my wife was together or not Nyla gone be straight regardless " i told them

" listen we gotta fly out to Cali tonight for a drug thing wanna go ?" asked nooni

" man you know i gave that up for my music and my daughter " i told them

" I ain't say you had to get back into doing it , just to get your mind off shit " he told me

" yeah you know big dude down I just gotta take Nyla to my mom for the night " i said

later on that night I was getting dressed and packing my bag as well as Nyla's bag stormy seen me and stood there with a mug while holding Nyla

" wassup ?" I asked

" so after one fight you gone run ?" i asked

" who's running ?" i asked stopping in my tracks

" you , where are you going packing a baby bag and a duffle bag " she asked

" nyla is going too my moms im going with the guys for the night on a business trip " i told her

" so you lien now ?" she asked

" look we going too Cali for the night nooni gotta go talk to a drug lord " i told her

" why you gotta go ?" she asked

" they asked storm what's the problem ?" i asked

" i will be gone before you get back " she said packing her bags

" where you going ? " i asked

" don't worry bout it me and my son will be your last concern Jeremiah " she told Me walking out

" stormy stop , why is you doing this bro you making things harder then usual I'm going with nooni on a business trip you don't believe me i will share my location when i land i ain't got shit to hide from you look we both got some ugly past but i ain't going back down that road, if i didn't care i could've bust you and dipped and let your baby daddy finish beating your ass , but thats not me i told you that i hate to see a woman cry for help and you one of the ones that show that you so stuck in this way of not letting people help you and you blocking the ones that wanna be there " I said

i walked away grabbing baby girl so she can get in her car seat i was leaving my car at my moms house I seen stormy sitting with her sister i kept walking I was not up for the bashing and arguing its best I leave for the night cause this can get worse I see . I love this girl but she making it hard and I know I ain't know her for that long but she means a lot to me if she didn't I wouldn't be hiding her from her baby daddy beating her ass in the front of her son . i met the gang at my moms house i got out and grabbed my bag as well as nylas bag she was asleep but i don't know for how long i walked in and hunchoo was on the couch and the others was sitting down i took nyla up to my mom

" hey baby " she said kissing me

" hey mama " i said

" i know that sound j whats wrong ?" she asked

" its this girl i met she doesnt wanna let her gaurd down and let me show her the real me we got into a argument earlier " i said

" we talked about this j stop chasing these girls they only after you and your money " she told me

" mama she not just some girl something about her is special , i saved her from her boyfriend he abusive and she has a son moma i just gotta get her to let me in " i told her

" sounds like you like this girl alot " she told me

" i do ma " i said

" well j if thats where your heard is then follow it baby and eventually she will let you in just give her time " she told

" hey j we gotta go " said hunchoo

" gimmie my grandbaby and you go have fun but be safe and not like ya brother hunchoo " she said laughing

my mama new her sons can get wild i kissed my daughter and mom before leaving we got into the truck and headed towards the airport i texted stormy how i felt hopefully she know i still care even after that fight i want her too know im still for her and MY SON !