Single Parent

4 : time alone

after  my  rage with  Jeremiah  I  sat  and cried I  didn't  know  what  I was  doing wrong  I'm  just  scared  of letting  him  in it was  a  knock  at  the door and it opened  it  was the girls  they  saw me wiping tears .

" you okay ? " my sister Asked

" No I think I fucked up With Jeremiah " I told them

" he will be back just let him be for the night , how bout we take the kids to the movies "Said twin

" come on , so I can get my mind off things with him and probably have a few drinks " i told them

i got me and jayden dressed Dressed so that we can leave my phone went off it was a txt from Jeremiah

Jeremiah💕🤞🏽: Hey Babes I know Things Ended Off Rocky with us Tonight But I want you too honestly know I love you and Jayden , if I didn't then I wouldn't care so much , I know I haven't known you for so long but you make me feel better then ever when I'm around you and Jayden I look at him as my Own kid Fuck what anybody else think I am Jaydens  Daddy I just want you too let me in and not be afraid of me I just want you too see you got a Good Nigga Here That ain't Gone Do you no harm and I know you scared too let me in but just Gimmie a chance  , I love you stormy Santana 💜

I read his Message And was in disbelief I showed the girls and they told me I better reply too him , I wasn't sure what too say back too him

Me: I love you too Jeremiah but I'm scared jaydens dad has made me not wanna take it far with nobody but as always like my mama said you cannot blame other people for others actions and I won't hold you for that and i know you won't hurt me and my son I just have too let this guard down on my own  just be patient with me I promise you got me .

I closed out our messages and left with the girls it's good that we can talk out our difference but I still don't trust him around nooni