10- The reasons (JK)

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Jungkook's pov.

I know it's true. I know every single word that came out of Taehyung's mouth has a point. I feel his frustration and I understand his hateful comments but...

I try my best not to cry. It's been a few weeks since I thought about this, but it keeps coming back to me.

- Then what's the point?

He stays quiet and a little confused. I throw what's left of my cig on the street and ask again.

- What's the point of living like this? You are right, we have no way out, then what? I accept that, and now what? I just go on knowing there's nothing more than debts and work?

- That's not what I said

- But it's true isn't it?! We work a lot, we hardly get paid and we are supposed to go on with it! What's the whole point in getting up every fucking morning Tae?

He seems to think about it, but nothing comes to mind. Silence, no answer. I go on.

- I know Jin seems to be an idiot you know? I thought the same thing at first...But I was hoping he could show me something new. Maybe he could see something I'm not seeing. Maybe he can find a reason to do this. "Independence" he says, though honestly I rather depend on my father. So yeah, I like Jin, because he's the only one that might find a reason not to Fucking give up on everything and kill myself!

- There are reasons

It's almost a whisper but I can hear it. I look at him trying not to roll my eyes. He's been silent for five minutes. What reasons can't there be?

He interrupts my thoughts by talking again as he gets closer

- There's music

- Oh, Tae we-

- Even if we have to pay for playing here. Even if the only ones that know us or that will ever know our songs are a bunch of drunk assholes who probably will forget they heard us tomorrow

- Not sure that's helping - I hold in a laugh. He's so weird it's adorable

- It does! It's amazing to hit the note, no matter how shitty the stage is! And there's also beer!

- Really? Beer? I love it don't get me wrong but I'm not sure it's

- And - he doesn't seem to want to stop and he's already too close to me. His eyes shiny, his cheeks a little red from all the drinking - most importantly...

He swallows hard and I raise an eyebrow waiting for the next words. But there are none. Only a kiss. His lips clashing with mines.

I'm not sure I can think of anything more than the sensation. No matter how many times I saw his beautiful eyes looking at me...I never thought...he would...

I follow the kiss and can't help to stop for smiling. God, this is a pretty good reason...

Yeah, this life is a little shitty. I can't think of a plan for the future. And it's not like this fixes anything but it makes it feel...sweeter. As long as I can have a little bit of happiness, of smiles, of fun, of him, maybe I shouldn't give up on life.

The kiss gets a little more heated when our tongues meet, his hands on my waist holding me tighter than he ever did. We stop only so we can take a breath

- Damn, Tae, if you're gonna kiss me like this to make me smile, you should do it every night...

- I wouldn't mind, Kookie

I smile at the stupid nickname he has for me. And I don't know if he did it because he's drunk, if it's for this night or forever. But right now it doesn't matter, I'll make sure to make it last as much as possible, and enjoy every minute of it.

- Wanna come home with me, Tae?

- Don't even have to ask

I take my keys out ready for him to hug me all the ride home on my bike. But before making another move I remember

- Ah, shit! we didn't pay for the beers yet

I try to go back inside but he stops me and kisses me again making me forget what I was doing

- There's a rich guy there, if he really needs it he can get some money from his daddy. Now lets go, I been waiting for this for years

I smile at him biting his lips looking hot as fuck as usual and agree. Jin can handle it. I'm sure everything will be fine in there.

And so we leave, ready to spend the night loving the fact that I'm still alive for this.

Next chapter

What the hell are you two doing?

Do you wanna die, Jin?!

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Awww awwwwww uwu I like this two. Specially Tae. I don't know why, I just do hahaha

Anywayyyy next chapter we'll see what happens with Jin there

See you on Friday!

- Baby Y

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