𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞 .

𝘁𝘄 ( ? )

don ' t you ever just wanna plunge
a knife through your heart to never come back ?
but you can ' t because you don ' t wanna see pitch black .
don ' t you ever just wanna be alone
but your family says no
and to just come with them to do whatever they wanna do
why can ' t i keep someone for more than a month ?
was it my loud mouth , or my tendency to punch ?
why doesn ' t anyone love me
as much as i want to love them ?
but i ' ll keep these thoughts away
and eat my lunch

- maffy 2021