You made me realize today
I got to know it today
How did I never understand?
Was I so happy to have found you,
That I didn't think if you had also found me?
Or if you even wanted to be found.
You blocked me, I wanted too
But guess what?
I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
You used to call me stupid right?
Well, I surely was, still am.
But I thought I was your stupid!
How stupid of me to assume huh?
I was dependent on you, was I?
No, darling I wasn't!
I was broken, I was walking on the worst days of life,
I just needed some time.
Just days after I asked you to promise
That I would never lose the friend in you,
You left me alone?
Didn't even give me the chance for a goodbye.
Was our time not worth even a proper closure?
How did I not get, that probably you never thought of me the way I thought of you?
If you had said once,
You wouldn't have heard of me anymore.
Atleast should've given me the chance
To thank and apologize?
I don't need to forgive you, cuz you're not at fault.
I am the one.
I forced something that probably you never wanted.
I just wish it hadn't happened the way it was.
I wish, someday you realize
I really considered you a friend,
Still do.
I am not the one who leaves,
I wish if you ever want to go back,
You find me where it all started,
I just hope, it doesn't get too late till then.
