Sons of Anarchy Imagines

Comfort - Kozik

Description: Koziks old lady loses her baby brother who was prospecting into SAMCRO.

"Hear my heart beat?" Kozik asked, his arms securely around my torso as he held me against his chest in a hug. "Just focus on that."

I tried to take some deep breaths but every time I breathed out it came out in sobs.

"Shh, breath baby," Kozik said. "Jump up and I will take you to my dorm."

I clung to his body as he picked me up and carried me back to his dorm. Kozik is always a bright and bubbly person so to see him this worried made me more anxious as I cried into his shoulder. He sat down on the bed, my legs still around his torso as he rubbed my back.

"When you're ready to talk about it, I'm here," he said.

"What's there to say?" I asked softly. "My baby brother is dead."

He'd been prospecting into the MC and was killed by the Irish earlier today.

"I'm sorry," he said, continuing to rub my back as he held me. My crying finally settled as my eyes dried out from crying too many tears.

"Want me to start the shower for ya?" He asked.

"Can we go home?" I asked. He nodded and we stood up together. He interlaced our hands and led me down to the clubhouse.

"I'm gonna grab you some water," he said. I nodded and leaned on the bar as he walked into the kitchen.

"On behalf of the club," Jax said softly. "We're all sorry. He was a great kid."

"That's the thing Jax. He was a kid."

"We're truly sorry lass," Chibs said.

"Thanks guys," I said. "I appreciate it."

"We'd like to vote him in posthumously," Tig said. He'd been my brother's sponsor.

"Thank you," I said as Tig came over and hugged me.

"Anything you or your family needs, this club has your back," he said. I nodded a little.

"He was my only family," I said. "But thank you."

Kozik returned from the kitchen and handed me the water bottle.

"We're going to head out. I'm gonna leave my bike here and drive her car home," Kozik said.

"Where's the keys? We'll drop it off," Jax said.

"Thanks man," Kozik said handing him the keys to his bike. Kozik turned to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders before leading me out to my car and opening the passenger door for me.

When we arrived home, Kozik headed to the bathroom immediately and started a shower for me.

"I'll grab you some clothes and order some dinner then I'll be in," he said, kissing my lips as I met him at the door.

"'M not hungry," I said.

"Not even for tacos?" He asked.

"Quesadilla please," I said. He smiled and kissed my head one more time before heading off to the kitchen to make the call to the best Mexican food place around. Luckily they have delivery.

I stepped into the bathroom and peeled the clothes off my body before stepping into the shower without taking my hair down or removing the remnants of my makeup. I let the warm water cascade over my body as I stared at the wall. I heard Kozik walk by the bathroom as he grabbed some clothes for me. I washed my body, contemplating taking my hair down to wash it.

I was enjoying the heat of the water on my back when Kozik stepped into the shower, interrupting the flow of the water.

I turned to face him and he kissed my forehead.

"We've got thirty minutes," he said.

I nodded and smiled softly. "Was about to get out."

"But I just joined you," he said with a pout.

"Nice try baby," I said.

"At least stay with me," he said. I rolled my eyes but stayed in the shower as he washed his hair and body.

"Can I get out now?" I asked sarcastically.

He agreed and handed me a towel as he grabbed one for himself. I dried off and he handed me some clothes.

"All your favorites," he said. He handed me my comfiest shorts and one of his SAMCRO hoodies that I frequently slept in when he was gone.

"Thanks," I said softly. He just nodded and kissed my lips before he pulled on some sweats.

We headed out to the living room where Kozik had brought out the softest blankets we own and found all my comfort movies.

"I figured maybe a movie night and Mexican food might help ya," he said.

"How?"

I was confused how watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show and eating Mexican food was going to help me get through the loss of my baby brother.

"Because I didn't think you'd be ready to talk about it just yet. I'm here when you are, but for tonight I figured maybe just go for comfort."

"I love you Kozik," I said. We've been dating for several months but I'm not sure we've ever explicitly said that we love one another.

"I love you too babe," he said coming over to me and kissing my lips.